i wish i could..

he's lying on the bed..
helplessly..
just waiting for ppl around him to help..
feeding him, cleaning him..
now his life is just depending on the medicines..
he's fighting with his athma..
with the help from the inhaler, the equalizer and oxygen gas,
he can survive until now..
thats him..
my beloved grandpa..

its just so hurting to see him that way..
the most we can do, is rubbing his chest to ease him for breathing..
he's just so weak..
weak enough to make me cry..
the man who used to fetch us from school by his motorcycle,
is now hardly catching his own breath..
the man who used to laugh with all his grandchildren,
is now smiling weakly to them..
the man who used to having tea with his friends everyday,
is now needing ppl to give him a sip of tea..
i wish i could take all air in the world to help him breathe..
i wish i could see him in good health like before..
i wish he could bear the pain patiently..
i wish everything will turn fine..
hmm..i wish i could..