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hmmmm..6 bulan..

hah! start dah nak pikir lain kannnn..hahaha..
ni bukan entry khalef nak dapat adik ye.
6 bulan tu ialah "gap" selepas last entry..(hmm tak lama mana pun kannn..hahaha..)

ok aku malas dah nak bg reason nape blog aku ni dah berabuk2..
sbb aku rasa korang pun malas dah nak dgr..ehehehe..

tp korang mesti nak tau kenapa tiba2 aku tergerak hati nak update..
kan?
sbbnya...khalef dah setahun!
so bila dah setahun, pastinya ada bday celebration..yeay!
maka inilaa reason kukuh kenapa blog ini harus diupdate..heh..

sbb nti kalau khalef baca, sure dia kata..
"mummy ni tak adil laa..tade update pasal bday adik! entry pasal bday kakak ada!" :D

ok, birth date khalef - 14 sept
sbb 14 tu jumaat, hari keje, so takleh laa nak buat majlis..
plan asal nak buat pada 16 sept (ahad) kat umah mama, sekaligus ngan openhouse..
(ok, bukan aku saje2 tanak buat kat umah aku..cuma aku rasa umah tu lom cukup standard nak bg orang datang..almaklumlaa itu rumah-sewa-yang-owner-sendiri-tak-amik-kisah..bila owner pun acuh tak acuh, tak kesah pun umah dia bocor ke, berlubang ke, nak roboh ke..
korang leh bayangkan tak keadaan umah sewa aku tu cemana? arrghh mak sedih!!)

tp bila ajim & mashe plan nak buat openhouse & housewarming pada 15 sept (sabtu), plan tetiba berubah..
ajim & mashe soh join je event diorang tu..maknanya mama takyah buat openhouse, n bday khalef pun buat je sekali kat umah diorang..
sbb:
1) tade rushing lps umah ajim, kene prepare lak utk umah mama..(penat wooo!!)
2) tetamu yang nak dtg pun orang2 yg sama gak..family2..maybe kalau umah ajim tu ada laa panggil kawan2 dia..
3) kebetulan birthdate khalef, atuk ngan ajim dekat2..so senang celebrate sekali..3 in 1! ehh..openhouse, housewarming & birthday celebration - kan 3 in 1 jugak..hehe..

atas sbb musabab itu, bday khalef pun disambut di umah ajim:
OASIS Serviced Suites, Ara Damansara..
located by the swimming pool, so anak2 g mandi..mak ayah leh makan dgn tenang..hahaha..
(ni family event je..almaklumlaa i kan 'menumpang' event di umah orang, so tak sedap la pulak nak conquer..harap maklum ye rakan2.. *dalam hati mmg teringinnnnnnn nak jemput kawan2* sobss..)

:: banner & cake ::

banner tu mommy kene prepare jugak..sbb masa khalesya mommy dah buat..

mommy kenelaa fair & square kan, sayang? 

cake tu pulak mmg purposely order besar sbb 3 org punya birthday..

so sorang amik satu gerabak, takyah gaduh2..hahaha..

(oh cake ni aku order kat Kak Zai (mypu3cakehouse)..mmg since 1st bday lesya aku order ngan dia..superb taste & presentation! - sila lawat blog dia utk lebih details.. 

ehem kak zai, tanak bayar i royalti ke? hahaha)

:: mereka yang diraikan ::

haa..yang pakai baju melayu tu sbb YB baru balik dr openhouse kat masjid..hahaha..

:: one happy family :) ::

to khalef,
happy birthday dear little sunshine :)
wishing you a million moments of joy, love, happiness, good health n wealth!
semoga menjadi anak yang soleh, mendapat barakah dunia & akhirat..

to atuk & ajim..
happy birthday!
semoga sentiasa di bawah lindungan-Nya :)

nota kaki: insyaAllah ada rezeki nanti, kitorang dapat beli rumah yang decent sikit, kami jemput semua ye.. :)

emi's birthday..

today, 01/06 is emi's birthday..
yang ke...hmmm..23? (muda lg rupenya ko mi? hahahaha)


tp dah sambut one day earlier..
smlm..
kat Halia Grill, Sime Darby Convention Center..


to emi, happy birthday!
grow wiser ok! :)

its hard..but life must go on..

it has been a while..
ada orang rindu aku? heh..

christmas nih genaplaa sebulan tummy aku 'kosong'..
alhamdulillah, im getting better each day..
walaupun kdg² takleh nak elak otak aku pk yang bukan²..
end up aku sedih sorang²..

aku tau..
aku kene kuat..
mental & fizikal..

life has to go on, aight?

masa baru² aritu, mmg emosi aku kurang stabil..
bile ada makcik² yang tanye 'dah ada isi ke?'..
aku rasa nak seletep je mulut² dorang tu..
bukan takat seletep kecik balut adiah tu..
kalau boleh nak guna seletep kotak tu..haaa beso sket..

aku tau bukan salah dorang pun, sbb dorang bukan tau pun ape yang aku dah lalui..
tp biasalaa..
bile soklan tu tak kene masa, tanye time aku tgh down lak tu..
mmg emosi menguasai laa kannn..
last² aku jwb 'ada....tp dah takde..', pastu aku blah..
tercengang² makcik² tu..
tp sian la mama kene explain pastu..hahahaha..
sorry ma..masa tu mmg ira tade mood nak buat conference ngan mereka² itu..
takut silap² aribulan terkeluar pulak kate² yang kurang enak didengar..
haaa baik ira mem'blah'kan diri awal²..

and since ramai yg tatau what was really happening back then..
ni aku cite briefly laa..

starting masa knowing aku peknen..
aku guna pregnancy test kit je..
tu pun lps mama yang soh check sbb masa tu aku telan berbotol² ubat batuk..(batuk aku mana penah tak teruk, kan? hahaha)
so g guardian, beli HPT tu..
the result was sangat pudar..ada line..tp sangat samar..
then just for menyahihkan keputusan, g laa check kat klinik kerajaan serendah..ye, klinik kerajaan ye kawan²..sbb nak confirm kan je punn..
tp bile layanan yang kitorang terime kurang memuaskan, (plus dorang pun takleh nak confirmkan sbb too early/hampir negative & tade alatan canggih yang boleh tolong confirmkan),
so we decided to check kat private clinic je a week after that..

sila ikuti chronology ini..

• 20/10: first time dtg, check thru urine test, positive! tp bile aku ckp aku ada bleeding, dia check aku guna vaginal scan..

result: no sac is found!

he said: "patutnye we can see a pregnancy sac (seketul itam) sbb your pregnancy is positive..tp now tak nmpk & u pun ada bleeding, this is not a good sign..we call this a 'threatened miscarriage'..so to stop the bleeding & to save this pregnancy, i'll give u an injection..its a bit pain sbb oily based..and im giving u a week mc for u to rest..jgn buat keje berat²..i'll see u in a week to see how it goes.."

aku? tentunya cuak..and hoping everything is ok..


• 26/10: still bleeds tp dah kurang..so another vaginal scan..

result: the sac is there! :)

he said: "the bleeding should have stopped..but now that we have seen the sac, im sure can save the pregnancy..dgn syarat, u rest..and im giving u another injection..and u hv to come back 2 days later for another injection.."

aku? hah? inject lagi? auuuchhh..


• 28/10: injection


• 30/10: injection


• 3/11: still ada spotting²..and he runs a vaginal scan to see how big the sac has grown..

result: the sac has grown..dah double the size since last check-up..(masa ni about 10mm)

he said: "this is a good sign..im giving u an injection..(aku rasa utk kuatkan rahim & hormon & to stop the bleeding tu gak) and come again for another injection a week later..please rest..i can save this pregnancy..but u hv to help yourself also ok.."

aku? auuchh!! montot aku kiri kanan sengal kene inject..


• 9/11: injection


• 16/11: vaginal scan

result: the sac has grown (double the size - 20mm)..but no heart beat is heard yet..

he said: "patutnye dah dgr heart beat by this time..walaupun tak kuat, tp we can still hear the heart beat..but maybe because u having the bleeding & all, maybe lmbt sket..takpe, kite tunggu another 2 weeks to see if we can hear the baby's heart beat..if dah ada heart beat, then i can say the baby can develop normally..today im giving u the final injection..but if u suddenly bleeds, terus dtg jumpa.."

aku? praying day & nite for this pregnancy to be ok..

(tp tak sempat 2 minggu pun..betul² a week lps tu..)


• 24/11: vaginal scan

result: the sac dah shrink..masa measured dah tinggal 14mm and still no heart beat.. :(

he said: "owh dear..this is not a good sign..still no heart beat, and the sac dah mengecut..i advice to let go sbb the development is not normal..probably the baby will be unhealthy..sbb the heart beat patutnye dah ada by 7 - 9 weeks..but now already 8 weeks, and we hear nothing..the first 3 months is important for the brain development..if the brain develops later than that, the baby mungkin tak normal..might be down syndrome..or if the baby turn out to be physically healthy, but the brain might not..

u see, the body knows if its not a good sac, it will be expelled naturally..

but if u still want to keep the baby, u can do so..i'll give u treatments like before..injections & pills..and the baby can survive..but i cannot guarantee the baby will be a healthy one..the decision is yours..either one is ok..but if u are asking for my opinion, im so sorry but i suggest to let it go, and u can try again after 2 months..

go home, discuss about it and then tell me what the decision is.."

aku: (dah nak nangis tp tahan) "how soon.."

the doc: "as early as possible..either today or tomorrow..sbb if u decide nak teruskan, i have to cepat² give injection to prevent it..sbb skrg your serviks is still close..kalau dah open, its too late to save the baby.."

aku? crying all day..and thinking whats the best decision should i take..oohh im sooo tak kuat.. :(


• 25/11: the d&c..yep, the toughest moment..

result: it has gone..forever..
:'(

ok thats about it..
at first aku mmg dah tanak ingat dah mende² nih..
sbb ia akan rewind the whole thing..and it will be replay-ed again and again..
dan air mate pun tak benti ngalir..

tp as time goes by, im missing those moments..really..
dan tetibe aku takut aku akan lupe semuanye..

thats the reason why i put it here..
so that i wont forget that 'it' penah wujud suatu ketika dulu..

masa in grief dulu, aku penah bgtau the hubby.."susah nak lupakan dia.."
and he sways.."kita takkan lupakan dia, sayang..dia pun anak kite jugak kann.."

just a sentence..
tp berkesan utk redakan ketidakseimbangan mental aku..

besides family support & friends careness..
im really blessful to have u around..
thx for the attention & love..
thx for being there, sayang..

nota kaki:
so hopefully terjawablaa persoalan masing2 ye..
maafkan atas penggunaan tatabahasa yang bercelaru..
kerana sy masih di dalam healing process.. :P

terkena jua akhirnye..

smlm masa dinner..

abang tukang amik order: nak minum air ape?
abah: kopi panas..
emi: fresh orange..
ijoy: nescafe o ais..
mama: epal tanak ais..
aku: tembikai susu..ais kurang..

bile air sampai..
sume org amik air memasing..
tapi.....


agak² korang tu air ape?

yeeeee...pandai!!
itu adalah air tembikai susu yang aku order..
instead dpt air "honeydew"..
aku dapat air tembikai + susu..
kahkahkah..

korang tau nape aku tak mintak "honeydew"?
sbb dulu aku penah kene..
bile mintak honeydew, dia kate tade..
bile aku mintak tembikai susu, laju je dia jawab ada..
aku rasa sbb dia tak paham honeydew tu ape laa kot..

sooo..
kali ni aku berbaik ati laa kunun²nye nak terus bm-kan..
alih² ini yang aku dapat daaaa..

padahal kann..
dulu abah dah penah cite dah..
pasal the same thing happened to one of his friend..
order air tembikai susu..
expect air kaler ijau mude tp dapat mcm kaler air bandung..kehkehkeh..

tp sbb mende tu tak penah berlaku kat aku lg..
aku mmg tak amik port langsung laa..
haaaaa...kan dah kene btg idung sendiri smlm!!
lesson-has-not-yet-learnt laa, bah! hahahhaha..

ira..lenkali, kalau nak honeydew, order je laa honeydew..
jgn gatal mulut translate ke tembikai susu!
kan, padan muke!

meet my leonardo da vinci in the making :P

aku rasa laptop ni dah back to normal..
sbb kejadian2 pelik dah semakin kurang..(i hope!)
haaa tau takut kene format..hahahaha..

ok entry ni pasal lukisan anak cousin aku..si Aish..
aku jumpe atas meja masa beraye kat umah angah..
hihihi..
sangat berbakat tau budak ni..
masa depan cerah..
silap2 leh ganti pelukis2 komik skrg..
walaupun bahasa yang digunakan agak-susah-nak-paham-pada-mulanye..kehkehkeh..
tp kreatif!
kalau korang tak dapat baca, or tak paham, meh sini aku translatekan ye..

1) Atumon
* nama saya ialah Atumon

* sejenis dinasaur yang berkuasa Api dan batu Api

* yang benar: Akmal Faiz







kuasa api & batu api okkee...
kuat tuuu..hahahaha..

2) Wildmon
* 30000 yang lalu

* sejenis dinasaur kepala keras dan berat 300 Paunds

* nama saya ialah wildmon

* yang benar Akmal Faiz





Paunds = pounds..
dia baru nak belajar ejaan english..
haa kan dah sebijik2 dia eja..hahahaha..

3) Tolemon
* sejenis dinasour yang berkuasa Alitrek dan berduli

* nama saya ialah tolemon

* yang benar: Akmal Faiz







hahahaha..yang ni yang paling kitorang tak tahan..
korang tau ke ape Alitrek tu?
puas aku pk..ingatkan mmg ada kuasa yang nama dia Alitrek..
rupe2nye Alitrek tu ialah elektrik..kehkehkeh..
yang "berduli" tu aku rasa dia nak tulis berduri kot..hahahah..
aish..aishh..

tp dlm tiga2 aku paling suke lukisan yang ni..
sbb cara dia main dgn kaler tu unik!
according to his mom..
lukisan2 tu mmg dia lukis sendiri tanpa tekap kat mana2 lukisan lain..(hmmm impressive!)
sbb mmg budak tu penuh dgn imaginasi..
suke melukis tah ape2..tp blaja malas..hahahha..

takpe laa aish..
kalau leonardo femes dgn lukisan mona lisa dia..
mana tau..aish leh femes dgn dinasour alitrek aish nih..
kan?
atau nak sedap lagi, kite tuka nama jadi "Aish da Alitrek"...
okeh?
hahahahaha..

Bistro Delifrance, Rawang

ok mcm aku ckp dlm previous entry..
bbuke td aku makan kat Bistro Delifrance, Rawang..(tak jauh pun... :P)

sampai ngam2 je waktu bbuke..
sbb almaklumlaa..
jem tahap gaban..
1. sbb ujan..
2. sbb jumaat..
3. sbb orang dah berpusu² balik kampung..

hmmmmm...
td sume anak² angah aku ada..
senang cite all my sekupu-sekapat laa..
dorang ni mmg every year buat acara bbuke bjemaah kat kedai nih..
tak kesahlaa restoran ke hotel..
jauh ke dekat..
mahal atau murah..
tiap² tahun mmg akan ada acara ini..
setakat ni lom penah miss..

btw, harga 30hengget per head..
tp aku rasa tak berbaloi sangat laa sbb makanan tak bape nak variety sangat..
but well..dgn keadaan jaman skrg ni...dgn harga camtu, what can we expect pun kannnn...
as i always say, the family gathering that matters the most :)

si kecik..

baru balik dr johor..
ada kenduri cukur jambul anak cousin aku..
buat kat umah mentua dia kat Taman U, Skudai..

aku mmg malasssss sgt nak g masa mule² mama ajak..
tp bile mama ckp camnih "abg ojek tu susah payah tolong masa ko tunang aritu..ni anak dia cukur jambul, takkan ko tanak g.."
haihhhh tak terjawab aku..

abah pun tak berape sihat..tak sampai ati plak nak biarkan dia drive..
makanye, atas dasar itu, aku terpakse seret tun ku itu utk turut serta..
jd co-driver..thx ye yang..lenkali drive lg ye..hihihi..


ni laa si kecik yang baru dicukurjambulkan..
Mohammad Nashwan Bin Mohammad..
was born 2months earlier dr tarikh yang sepatutnye..
kecik gile masa baru lahir tu..
jari² beso lidi je..(mama yg ckp nih..hahaha..sebenarnya besar laa gak dr lidi.. :P)
tapi jgn memain, rambut blond nih..hihihi..

pehh..
berjalan je kann keje aku..
penat gile!!
g johor balik ari..
sibbaik laa sabtu kann..

2008, mmg tahun aku berjalan agaknye..hahaha..

Thailand trip..

2008..
starts with a trip..
huhuu i loikkkeee..

i'll upload pics at picasa later..
together with the captions so that takyah nak cite bebyk dlm nih..
sbb:
1) letih nak karang panjang²..
2) kang korang boring lak baca byk² wording dlm satu entry..huhuhu..
3) aku tak cukup masa..aku byk gile keje² tertangguh nih..aarrghhhh!!
4) korang bising sbb aku dah lame tak update :P

so tanak buang mase, aku summarized je la sket² ye..

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4th jan - 6th jan: Bangkok

• kitorang naik air asia..tepat 8.20am jalan..sampai airport sana (Suvarnabumi Airport), bapak besarrrr!! kene naik shuttle bus nak sampai airport dorang..pastu sbb besar sangat, berpusing²..naik turun airport tu nak cari taxi stand..pehhhh..satu je best, sbb ada Muslim Prayer Room" hehehe..



• stay kat Sofitel Centara Grand Bangkok..abah booked normal rooms je..but then they upgraded us to an executive rooms..pehhh..layanan superb..siap ngan complimentary kat lounge club bagai..rasa cam orang kaye jap..hihihi..



• we noticed half-raised thailand flags all over the places..rupe²nye just a day before we arrived, king's older sister, Princess Galyani Vandhana died because of breast cancer..



• waited for ajim's colleague..a 29 yrs old girl, called Thip..dia laa yang guide kitorang..very sweet & helpful indeed..mmg lucky laa jumpe dia..sbb most of thais cannot speak english..so dia laa yang jadik translater..ngengenge..



• for first day, g Suan-Lum Night Market by MRT but Thip advised not to buy anything there sbb quite mahal..better go to Chatuchak Weekend Market for cheaper price..last² ada laa jugak beli sket²..tade laa byk sgt..



• had our dinner kat Bangkok Night Bazaar..bersebelahan ngan Suan-Lum Night Market tu laa..lebih kurang cam uptown hawkers sini la..susah gile nak cari yang halal..last² tawakal je..mkn sayur, shrimp ngan ikan..dah darurat kann..



• 2nd day..meet Thip again..kali ni naik boat ride..along Chao Phraya River..nak g temple..sembahyang..ekekeke..



• but before that, Thip dah soh kitorg pakai attire yang kaler not too bright..preferrable white & black..reason? menghormati si mati laa..so kitorang ikut je laa..dah name g tempat orang kann..dlm gamba leh tgklaa nti..how black & white we were..dull je..hehehe..



• dapat masuk Gold Temple ngan reclining buddha je..Grand Palace takleh nak masuk sbb tgh ada funeral tu..too bad kan..huhuhu..



• byk masa terbuang sbb g cari muslim foods..naik turun boat ngan tuk-tuk..last² found it - named Alkabana, a Pakistan restaurant..pehhh..sangat letih dan lapaaa..



• then naik tuk-tuk again..g Shilom Road..ada gerai² tepi jalan..shop laa gak a few shirts and slippers..



• third day - after bekfes, around 1000am, g Chatuchak Market by shuttle coaster provided by the hotel..pehhhhhh...marketnyeh sangat laa besar..mcm pasar chow kit tp version yang lebih teratur dan banyak!! heard that more than 600 gerai..mmg buleh sesat laa kalau masuk situ..paling penting, mmg sangat murah compared to other market/gerai tepi jalan yg kitorang dah g..macam² adaaaa..from souveniors & wedding gifts..to thai silk, shirts & bags..they do sell pets too..huuhuhu..



• but too bad sbb tak dapat nak shopping lame..kene balik around 100pm sbb nak checkout hotel..and get ready for Pattaya trip..



• before the coaster we rent tu sampai, sempat laa meet up my cousin's ex-wife..so she did menunjuk-arah jalan..bg info pasal Bangkok & Pattaya..pasal muslim restaurants and all..glad to hv found her back :)

6th jan - 8th jan: Pattaya

• journey to pattaya took bout 2 hrs..sbb jalan dah cantek..kalau dulu abah kate, dia nak g pattaya naik bas, amik masa 12jam..campo ngan jam sume..tapi tu cite abah back 20 years ago laa..ahhahaha..



• stay kat Siam Bayshore Spa & Resort..mmg dekat ngan a place called Walking Street..



• along Walking Street tu adalah pub² dan bar² yang gitu²...pehhhh..penuh ngan servis²..saket mate ngan tinge..tgk pompuan² tu (tah tulen tah tak) ngan dgr bunyi² bising tuu..no wonder laa kene tsunami..



• had dinner kat kedai arab plak this time..kat pattaya ni senang sket nak cari muslim foods..Restoran Zahrat Alkhaleg..middle east food..makan nasi beriyani which portion dia adalah sangat besar okkkk..sepinggan org arab makan, korang bygkan laa..is equal to 2 pinggan org mesia mkn..sedangkan emi pun tak larat nak abeskan nasi dia..apetah lg aku..hahahahha..



• Jow (tousrist guider yang bwk coaster kitorang tu), dia bwk g Nong Nooch Tropical Botanical Garden & Resort..kat situ mmg ada garden yang saujana mate memandang laa..huhuhu..then mmg byk gajah..gajah² ni ditrained utk buat show..they can dance, main bowling, bola sepak, bola keranjang, main dart belon, kayuh basikal..and they can even melukis!! pehh kagum betul aku..lukisan budak tadika pun kalah..actually gajah² tu melukis atas tshirt putih..so lps tu tshirt tu dijual pd harga 250BHT (around rm25)..



• went to factoy outlet lps tu..tp sume mahal..aku expect mcm factory outlet kat bandung, which boleh dikatekan murah..tp situ lebih kurang mcm harga kat mesia.baik beli kat mesia kann..takyah nak susah² bwk dr sane..huhu..



• on the 5th day..check out awal sbb nak balik to Bangkok balik..juge sbb nak shopping lg..since masa tu bukan weekend, we cant afford to shop kat Chatuchak market yang murah banget tu..sbb Chatuchak Market tu opens only on weekend..so we went to Pratunam Market instead..i think the prices were quite competitive..puas ati gak laa...finally dapat gak beli ape² yg lom sempat dibeli..ngehngehngeh..



• lps tu lepak kat shopping mall jap..then decide to lepak kat airport je..leh sbyg ape sume kat situ sementara tgu waktu nak check in..Air Asia patutnye leaving kol 820pm..tp 1/2hr late sbb ada minor technical problem..alhamdulillah we arrived safely at LCCT kol 1200am..

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huhuhu..pjg jugak walaupun aku dah summarized..
tu aku amik main point je tu..
kalau korang tak larat baca, skip je la ye..hahahaha..

..if u were in my shoes?

..08/12/2007..
my kazen's wedding..
letih..penat..
dr 10.30am up to 5.30pm..non-stop-service layan tetamu..
not just physically exhausted..
tp mentally tortured jugak!

FAQ (frequently ASKED questions) for not-yet-married-siblings/cousins:
1) "bile nak gitu²?" (siap dgn isyarat tangan..hmmphh..)
2) "yang ni bile lagi?"
3) "bile nih? dah lama tunggu nih.."
4) "tak teringin ke nak mcm ni jugak?"

and my most FAA (frequently ANSWERED answers):
1) "insyaAllah..ada nti, ada laa kadnye.." (ni kalau mood nak menjawab aku ok..)
2) "esok! datangla ye.." (majoriti kalau aku jawab yang ni, sume terus terdiam..hahahaha)
3) "aih..lame buleh tunggu..takkan takleh nak tunggu lagi? sesabo laa ye.." (sakastik??)
4) "....." (aku senyummmmm je...ni bile aku rasa malasssss nak jawab pape...)

btw, believe it or not, the question wont stop there nway..
bile dah kawen, soklan dia lain plak..
"bile nak ada baby?"
bile dah ada first baby..THEY will ask..
"bile nak ada SECOND baby?"
bile anak dah beso..
"bile nak sambut menantu?"
haihhh..
agree???

hmm..
can't u guys just observe and listen?
kalau ada, ada laa kann...
kalau tade, diam² sudah laa..
yang sebok² pasal orang tu nape?? haihhhh...
bak kate bos aku "berat mate memandang..berat lg bahu yang memikul.."
dan aku sangat setuju! hihihi..

tp nak buat cemane..
mulut tempayan buleh ditutup, dibungkus, dibuang dalam sungai..
mulut orang??? sendiri tahan tinge laa..
kalau boleh di stapler, kan ke bagus?? hahahaha..

..with the bride..

..jiji & emi with the couple..

aku dan aku dan aku..yg penat jawab soklan :P

to Ajom & Zaiham..
Selamat Pengantin Baru.
semoga berkekalan selamanye :)

the girl in my life.. :)

Sempena hari ibu ni, i'd like to share a thoughts..
got it by email..
which i think, they are true enuf to make me ponder.. :)

A little boy asked his mother,
“Why are you crying, mom?”

“Because I need to..” she said.

“I don’t understand..” he said.

His Mom just hugged him & said,
“And you never will..”

Later the little boy asked his father,
“Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?”

“All women cry for no reason..”
his dad answered carelessly.

The little boy , still wondering why women cry,
finally asked the old wise Shaikh.
“He surely knows the answer”, he thought.
“Ya Shaikh! Why do women cry so easily?”

He answered:
“When GOD made the woman she had to be made so special.
HE made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.
HE gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth & the rejection that comes from her children.
HE gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, & take care of her family through sickness & fatigue without complaining.
HE gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any & all circumstances, even when her child hurts her very badly.
HE gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults & fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.
HE gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths & her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And lastly, HE gave her a tear.
This is hers & only hers exclusively to use whenever she needs it.
She needs no reason, no explanation, its hers.”

“You see my son.. the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, or the beauty of her face, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the door way to her heart - the place where LOVE resides.”

The little boy got the answer & never asked the question again.
its just a story..but then just described what a mother really is..
to mama, thank u for all you've done all these while..
u meant everything to me..to us..
without u & abah, i cant imagine what we would be..
no words would ever describe it..thanks a million!

A song for mama - Boyz II men

You taught me everything
And everything you’ve given me
I always keep it inside
You’re the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn’t anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldn’t feel right
If I didn’t have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You’ll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin’ you is like food to my soul
You’re always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin’ me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You’ll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

i dedicate this song to my mom..

love u, ma! muuah! :)

USA - 10days trip: full of fascinating places..

21st august 2006 - leaving the house at about 5.15am in the morning..naik KIA Pregio (KLIA)..driver tu mmg duduk rawang, mmg keje dia anta/amik org ke/dr KLIA..waaa awal gile..subuh pun tak masuk lg..hehe..sbb ikut schedule, flight pukul 9.40 am..ye laa, atleast 2hrs before boarding kene check in dah..so kire2 kene ada kat sana selewat2nye pukul 7.40am camtu laa lebih kurang..hmm, awal sgt ke kitorang gerak?(Rawang - KLIA) korang rasa2 dekat tak? huhuhu..lgpun tade laa rasa rushing..

so bout 6.15 arrived @KLIA..hehe..sejam je dah sampai..driver tu drive laju wooo..lg plak pepagi, keta lom byk :) masa sampai2 tu, abah n i pegilaa check kat screen tu..which counter should we proceed to..tgk ada MH 0094..hmm betul dah..KL-LAX..betul gak..1400..haa?? 1400?? patutnye 0940.. 1400 means pukul 2ptg tuuu..
memula cr2 gak kot2 ada yang lain..mana ada...thats the only one! but then still tak puas ati, lps subuh, abah g tanye counter..hmm yup..the flight is delayed! uwaaaaa...masa tu baru pukul 6.45am..rasa excited sume terus ilang.. :(

abah terus call ajim (my bro yang tgu kat sana) but then still cannot do anything..flight dia dr Ohio - LAX pun dah confirmed on schedule, so he just have to wait for us..poor him..patutnye dia tunggu bout 1hr lebih je..dah kene tunggu bout 6hrs..sorang2 plak tu..sian adik aku.. ~sigh..

dlm frust2 tu, g laa bfast..lps tu tgk queue nak check in dah pjg gile..mesti ada yang taktau pasal flight delay tu..hmm..kitorang pun beratur laa gak..(iklan : termasuk laa Adibah Noor..rasanya dia g tempat lain..sbb tak nampak pun sama flight ngan kitorang..hehe) so just check in je laa..nak tunggu ape lagi kan..sbb mmg dah sah2 kene buat bodo kat situ dlm 5 jam lg..tu check in baggage je..kitorang belum nak masuk lg..so g cari tempat duduk..sume penuh..last2 ada kat ujung, which tmpt tu mmg terik dipanah dek matahari pagi..padanlaa tade org nak duduk..huhu..tapi sbb dah taktau nak wat ape..mata pun still ngantuk2 lg, so masing2 belasahlaa lepak2, tdo2 kat bench tu..hekhek..mcm pelarian..tapi bukan kitorang je buat camtu tau..ramaiiiii lg yang seangkatan dgn kami.. :D

at last, dlm kul 12, abah ajak masuk dlm terus..lepak kat dlm plak..lepak2 dah jd lapa..oh yaa..sbb flight delayed, kitorang dapat voucher bfast masa check-in baggage td..buleh masuk mana2 cafe, except KFC..huhu..so jalan punye jalan cr kedai makan, last2 pilih Burger King..pehh..sungguh lumayan..buleh dapat set large tuuu...

agak2 lg 10mins nak masuk dlm flight, g la gate C25..tapiiiiii..tade org langsung kat situ!! kitorang salah gate ke?? tak, betul dah..ikut tiket tu..tapi mana org2 lain? takkan kitorang tercicir kot..oh no..nampak ada notis kat gate tu..it says, 'please proceed to exchange counter'..hah? ape pulak ni.. exchange counter mana laa pulak..ada sorang petugas kat situ,dia mcm pelik2 je tgk kitorang..mcm gate tu dah ditutup..whattt?? masing2 dah cuak..mcm sah kene tinggal..takkan flight tu awal plak? tade announcement punn..rupe2nye tuka gate daaa..cepat2 sume g gate C31..waaaahhh jauh tuuu..

at 6.50pm, kitorang transit @CKS(Chiang-Kai Shek) International Airport, Taipei bout 1 hr 20mins thru gate B7. depart balik dlm kul 8.30pm..and arrived at LAX International Airport, Los Angeles kul 6pm, 21/08 (9am, 22/08 m'sia time)..pehh..letihnye dlm flight..

masa nak check out dr airport tu, kene interview lg.."why are u here?", "for how long?", "where are u gonna stay"..bla bla bla..bape byk kali nak tanye daa...pastu kene amik gamba lg..yang pompuan pakai tudung kene bukak tudung..just pakai anak tudung je..pehh..masa tu rasa cuak tu ada la gak sket..macam2..takut simpan senjata laa tu dlm tudung..duhhh..

tp alhamdulillah..taktau camana, baggages kitorang tak kene check langsung..at all..just get thru all the guards without any checkings..hmm..pelik gak..sbb yang lain dia tahan..alhamdulillah..lps laa sume sambal ikan bilis dalam beg tu..hahha..kalau tau, bwk serunding sume...huhuhu..

itu baru cite sket..theres a lot more..tp pjg gile nak cite kat sini..ye laa..10 hari punye cerite..hahah..nway, a photoblog has been loaded.. just visit picasa web album: USA for the whole trip..hopefully the caption is enuf to tell u guys how fascinate the trip was..hehehe..but seriously..10days are just not enuf for us! i wish i could go there again someday.. ;)

2 weeks away from office..hehe

my family and i just got back from amedika..hehe..21st august 2006 (the big day for ct?? huhu) sampai laa 3rd sept 2006..2 weeks bercuti..wow!! i like!! hehe..kalau buleh, tanak balik..huhuhu..

i'll write bout the trip later..ni baru nak intro je..and i'll post some great pics we took all over the places..

to b continued... ;p

family day - nicely organized! :)

01/12/2005 - 04/12/2005 : our 8th family day at Langkawi..hmm..very very exhausted!! ~sigh..

pegi mlm khamis..we left at bout 11pm..by 'bas pekerja perodua'..hehehe..
sampai kat jeti kuala perlis bout 5.30am in the morning..after byk kali stops..kalau tak stop, i think dlm 4am dah bleh sampai..sbb driver tuh mmg maintain 110km/h..pehh..melambung gak laa rasa duduk kat seat blkg..huhuhu...

kat langkawi plak, stay kat kondo istana.. the same kondo we stayed in bout 7years ago..and for the same purpose - family day.. :)
i would say, there are quite a lot of changes had been done..but there are still a number of shops still standing where it used to be..hehe..gud business huh..

aiseh..later laa sambung..mata dah ngantuk..