this or that? uhmm..

penah rasa tak kene pilih satu antara dua..
which dua2 having pros n cons..
and dont know which is the best for u?

o gosh! i have this feelings, which i hate it very much..
just cant be described into words..arrghhh..hating it!
feeling of insecurities..
feeling of 'i-should-have-taken-the-other-one', when u've already picked this one..
feeling of guiltiness for the decision u've made..
feeling of 'can-i-revert-it?', when the chosen one doesnt go the way u want it to..

hmmm...all trembling inside..and cracking my brain! errghh..