the man in my life.. :)

sempena father's day ni, aku terpanggil nak cite sket pasal abah..
sebenarnye masa kecik2 dulu, aku panggil encik khairuddin tu 'baba'..
tah sejak bile aku tak sedar, aku suke2 tuko panggilan tu ke 'abah'..
tak kesahla, asalkan dia tau panggilan tu utk dia..hehehe..

abah..mmg aku sanjung dia dlm byk hal..
1) dia ayah yang very understanding..buleh diajak berbincang..
2) tak byk bercakap..tp kalau dia dah start bercakap, buleh tahan gak cara penyampaian cite2 dia..hehe..
3) jarang berlawak..tp skali dia berlawak dgn muke selambe dia tu, kitorang adik beradik boleh gelak guling2..sampai senak2 perut..hahaha..(ni belaja dr anak2 dia la ni..)
4) jarang marah..tp mmg buleh terkedu kalau skali dia naik hangen..(sorry abah, kdg2 tu tak sengaje..hehe)
5) mmg selalu lebihkan anak2..kalau shopping tu, dia akan duduk kat satu tempat, lps anak2 shopping, dia dtg kat kaunter, tinggal nak bayarkan je..dalam beratus2 dia kene byr tu, satu pun tade barang dia..mama selalu ckp, "abah tu biarlah dia tak cukup baju ke ape, biar anak2 dia cukup makan, pakai.." sayu je aku denga..bukan kitorang tak suruh dia beli..dia tanak..alasan dia "alaa kat umah elok lg.." (mmgla still elok abah, tp ape salahnye skali skala tuko angin..pakai benda baru..walaupun yang byr tu tetap duit abah..kehkehkeh..)
hmm..kdg2 tu dia main rembat je baju yang agak2 dia muat pakai..hahaha..baju emi la yang selalu jd mangsa..saiz lebih kurang je..sandal emi pun camtu gak..huhuhu..emi suke la, sbb bile abah dah pakai, dia beli yang lain..tu laa anak2 abah..ape nak jd tah :p
tu yang slalunye, mama ngan aku akan belikan je utk dia senyap2..bile dah beli, sure dia pakai..ehehehe..(kene pakai taktik cam tu a, bah..kalau tak, mmg tak merasa la abah benda baru..hehe)
6) slalu tanye aku pasal IT ni..walaupun kadang2 tak terjawab aku soklan2 yang diajukan..hehehe..tp aku cube gakla sedaye upaye memberikan jawapan yang senang dia nak paham..(anak abah ni mmg blaja IT..tp bile soh terangkan dalam bahasa bukan IT, tergeliat gak lidah..hihi)
7) tak penah hampakan kitorang..ape je yang anak2 dia mintak..nak makan kat mana..nak beli ape..kalau dia mampu, sebuleh2nye dia tunaikan..sbb dia tanak kitorang rasa hidup daif macam dia penah rasa masa zaman kanak2 dia dulu..sebuleh2nye nak bg kitorang idup senang, tak mengulangi saat2 perit dia.. (thx abah! walaupun hidup kite tak semewah mana, alhamdulillah..kami dah cukup bersyukur atas ape yang ada..)
8) dia la tempat aku refer sume bende..dr jd cikgu english aku..kamus bergerak..sampai laa jd map aku..dan macam2 lagi la..walau sesibuk mana pun dia time aku tanye tu, dia akan sparekan gak masa utk jwb soklan aku..terang sampai aku paham..kdg2 aku rasa, kalau dia jd lecturer..lg2 lecturer english, pehh mmg power..(anak dia je yang english so-so..tak rajin baca buku english a bah..hiks..)
kalau tempat2 dlm mesia ni, tanye je..mmg tip-top! sure dia dapat jawab..kalau tak betul2 tepat, tp area tu dah betul dah..kdg2 pelik gak, dr mana la dia tau sume tu..bukannye sume tmpt dia penah pegi pun..senang je dia jawab "rajin2 baca paper, denga berite.." (haaa..mmg yang tu laa ira paling suke buat, bah..ekekeke)
sume papehal, first org yang aku refer ialah dia..bile dia tak brape sure, baru aku refer org lain..
9) dia cukup risau pasal aku.. (haa part ni best! heheh)
memula aku keje dulu, aku kene balik lmbt..so selagi aku tak balik, selagi tu la dorang tak tdo sbb tgu aku..ye la..aku sorang je anak pompuan, pastu balik lmbt2 plak tu..(sorry ma, bah..bukan suke2 nak balik lmbt..ira mencari rezeki yang halal..nak wat cemana ;p)
tp skrg aku slalu balik lmbt sbb slalu tgk muvi lps keje..(hehe, yang ni mmg salah ira..tp susah nak buang tabiat tu..lgpun, tu je masa nak release tension keje..kalau weekends, dah bz wat mende lain..huhuhu)
pastu dia risau aku tak kawen2 lagi..hahaha..aku ingat dia cool je..sbb nampak ok je kan..rupe2nye, dlm diam, dia n mama slalu diskas pasal aku..lg2 bile ada orang kg risik2 aku..sbb dia dah tau ape jawapan yang aku akan bg..huhuhu..
satu lg, rupenya dia amik kesah ape komen2 yg aku bg..kehkehkeh..aku ingat lg, masa dia n mama g buat haji..dia cukur botak rambut dia..lps cukur tu, terus dia bgtau mama "apelaa ira akan cakap kalau tgk rupe dia skrg..mesti dia gelak" (hahahaha...abah..abah..ingat ira ni kejam sangat ke? paling kejam pun, ira gelak sorang2 je..hahahaha)

itula abah aku..kdg2 aku rasa, ape yang akan jadi kat aku bile one day nanti...hmm..(tak tertaip aku ayat yang seterusnye..panjangkan umonye ya Allah..sbb aku masih sangat2 perlukan dia utk guide aku..) aku bersyukur sangat2 dapat ayah mcm tu..mmg tade sape leh ganti tempat dia..

to abah, ira sayang abah sangat2..u are the greatest, abah!
mmg tak terbalas jasa2 abah selama ni..
the least that i can do, is to doakan kesejahteraan abah dunia dan akhirat..
semoga abah dan mama sentiasa di dalam lindungan-Nya..amiin..

this or that? uhmm..

penah rasa tak kene pilih satu antara dua..
which dua2 having pros n cons..
and dont know which is the best for u?

o gosh! i have this feelings, which i hate it very much..
just cant be described into words..arrghhh..hating it!
feeling of insecurities..
feeling of 'i-should-have-taken-the-other-one', when u've already picked this one..
feeling of guiltiness for the decision u've made..
feeling of 'can-i-revert-it?', when the chosen one doesnt go the way u want it to..

hmmm...all trembling inside..and cracking my brain! errghh..

tapi bukan aku..

when the pieces dont fit anymore, its time to surrender..
just let it go..

tapi bukan aku - kerispatih

o gosh! ugutan dalaman..

its thursday..and now is almost 3pm..
and im at home!
sbb aku 1/2day mc..hahah..ada ke term tu? ape2laa.. :p
ni sbb aku seorang pompuan yg normal..ada 'kawan' dtg melawat tetiap bulan..
cume yang tak normalnye, 'kawan' tu jarang dtg 'mengugut'..
kalau 'ugut' pun, aku buleh maintain lagi..
tp kali ni, tah pesal..lain mcm 'ugutan' dia..pehh..mmg aku takleh nak wat keje..
tak senang duduk aku td..berputar2 rasanye, mcm ada earthquake dlm perut..
dlm kol 1230 camtu, aku dah tak tahan, mintak permission nak balik..
sblum tu, singgah dulu klinik..ape nama dia..haa, klinik C.J. Kwek..
bg doktor check ape jenis 'ugutan' tu..and he gave me 1 day mc..
kire burn a aku punye 1/2day working hour td..
takpe a, mmg aku surrender..masa drive td pun, aku gagahkan gak..
berkerut2 kening aku..satu, sbb tahan sakit..satu lg, mmg tgh terik pun..kehkehkeh..
aku harap lps ni kalau nak dtg 'mengugut' pun, bia la berpada2..
kalau buleh, dtg masa weekend la..senang nak handle..hahaha..(buleh plak kan mintak2.. ;p)

tercipta untukku..

it's hard to measure love but it doesn’t have to be defined..
when its there, its there.. u can just feel it at heart...

Tercipta Untukku - Ungu

laguku..untukmu..

dulu aku penah janji kan nak letak lagu2 kerispatih..
tp tak byk yang ada..so nti bile ada, aku post la..
tp buat masa skrg ni, aku lg suke post lagu2 yang aku suke dgr..hehe
kali ni lagu dr ungu..lagu2 dorang ni pun best2..
well..dah nama ungu = purple..im a purple lover kan :p
caki siap burnkan satu album ungu utk aku..hehe..thx bebeh!
byk lagu ketuhanan plak tu..pehh insaf jap..heheh..

ok..antaranye, aku suke lagu ni..

Laguku - Ungu

i am normal ok.. ;p

arini aku dah tak reti mengire!
even simple maths!
erk, adakah ini disebabkan gegaran smlm??
yg jadi saksi kejadian, an ngan is..hahahaha..
sume yang aku kire salah..dr harga minum pagi..sampai ke harga tol..sampai harga lunch..kehkehkeh..gile la..
when it comes to kire sen2, mula la aku menggagau mengire..
ya ampun..cemana buleh jd begini..sungguh menakutkan!
dorang gelakkan aku..siap ckp aku ni mesti dirembat kat sebelah satu lg..baru balance..muahaha!
ches! brani sungguh mereka ye..
takpe korang, aku akan buktikan..otak aku normal weh!!

kepala pusing!

hmm..game yg malang..
arini masa futsal, aku telah dihadiahkan satu rembatan sulung dr Pakau..tepat di kepala!
pehhh berpinau! menitis jap air mate..bergegar rasa otak nih..
sampai skrg ni pun, rasa sisa2 sengal tadi..
harap2 tade ape la..
nak salahkan dia pun takleh gak..dia tak perasan..
tp nak salahkan aku pun tak gak..aku tak sempat nak elak..
hmm dah nasib nak kene..
slalu tu, kaki aku je jd mangsa..
arini, terus hit kat kepala..masa kene tu tak silap aku, tak sampai 20mins pun main..
terus aku kua court..g amik angin jap..agak2 reda sket, baru aku tgk dorang main balik..
memula ingat nak benti je main..tp biasalaa..degil..hiks..sambung la main gak..
tp lps tu, agak berhati2 la..hehehe...

tp kan, bile pandang dr sudut positif, tetibe kan, aku pasan..dengungan di telinga aku tu, terus ilang tu.. hmm..ajaib! adakah disebabkan tinge aku pun terkejut? or gegaran itu telah menyebabkan ruang2 dengungan telah lenyap begitu saje? hmm.. musykil..musykil..
takpe, aku observe minggu ni, aku hope tak jadi utk mlm ni je la kan..
mintak2 terus ilang la dengung2 tu.. since aku mmg malas nak g check kat doktor..hehehe..
kwn2 aku dah bising so g check..aku je degil..malas nak ngadap doktor.. ;)

tp mmg bisa la mamat tu rembat..
mmg aku ingat sampai bebile..
lps ni aku ingat aku nak pakai helmet la g main futsal..mcm jaki jipang..ekekeke..

dinner with stars?

aihhh..letih+ngantuk..ni just came back from company's annual dinner..
dinner sebelum ni, ramli sarip was the entertainer (read entry: pulang ke desa)..
kali ni, sifu punye turn plak..m nasir..held kat Ballroom, KL Convention Center..

hmm if i were to compare between the two dinners, ramli sarip was more entertaining than m nasir..this time around, lagu yang dinyanyikan tak byk..and i would say, interaksi dgn audience sgt ala kadar..even dia turun pentas n nyanyi bersama2, tp mcm ada yg kureng laa..ramli dulu takyah turun pentas pun, but still he could captured the attention..

pastu plak td bile dah abes nyanyi, terus je g blkg pentas n tak muncul2 dah..balik terus kot..tak nampak byg pun..tade pun sesi nak bergamba ke ape..unlike masa ramli dulu, siap buleh amik signature, borak2, amik gamba sampai nak muntah..

hmm lain org lain cara, ye tak..
tp yg pasti mmg kali ni punye dinner tak se-gah temanye, 'Dinner with stars!'..
perancangan dr awal pun dah bg petunjuk yg dinner ni tadela best mana..mana taknye:
1) tak inform pasal dinner lebih awal..we've got informed just 2 weeks before the dinner..mmg tak sempatla nak tempah baju ke ape kan..kalau last time, 2bulan sebelum tu dah kecoh!
2) no tentative program..cuma diberitahu, be there 7pm sharp!
3) ha gile kan..7pm..kunun2 ada red carpet session..sure korang ckp, tak sbyg maghrib ke? hmm ayat yang sama la gak aku tanye..aihh..Tuhan je tau..

so sbb2 itu gakla yang buatkan aku kurang excited..
aku tak ready ape2 sangat pun..so aku pakai je la baju yang ada kat dlm wardrobe kat umah tu..hmm which yang aku dah penah pakai pun..shhh! heheh...like i said, takyah berhabis..huhuhu..first, mmg tade idea nak dress up baju ape..second, sbb tade masa pun nak survey2 baju..since aku dah penat ulang alik rawang-subang, aku tade masa nak singgah memana dah lps office hour..bile weekend pun aku tade perasaan nak shopping..so i end up wearing a very simple outfit :)



oh ye, lupe plak..aku sempat beli tudung je ngan beg dinner..kire kalau org tanye, part mana yang buatkan aku star, aku ckp, tudung aku je yang star..kehkehkeh..bling2 enuf la kan to be a star.. :p

pastu kali ni aku tak dapat lucky draw cam last dinner.. huhuhu..sedih..hadiah sampai 210, tp buleh tade satu pun yang kene..hmmph..but then, still dapat lucky table..hadiahnye, aku nak bgtau pun sedih..hahaha..tupperware yang buleh masuk microwave tu ;p ok la tu kan..drpd tade..hehehe..

gamba2 dah diupload into picasaweb.. see: dinner with stars

cinta pertamaku..not! ;p

aku tak penah tgk lg cite 'Cinta Pertama'..alaa movie indonesia yg keluar baru2 ni..
hmm, aku pun tak sure sangat tajuk dia ape sebenarnye..hahaha..
tp yg pasti, promotion cite tu tak sehangat cite 'Heart'..
cuma aku nak share kat sini..lagu tema cite tu..
singer dia nama Bunga Citra Lestari (memula aku ingat tu tajuk cite tu..pelik2 nama dorang ni..)
first time dgr, 2, 3, 4 times dgr, mmg sedih...
dengar lagi utk kesekian kali pun, tetap sedih..
aku suke lagu nih..walaupun kalau tak kene masa, buleh meleleh air mata..kehkehkeh..
aku rasa sbb cara penyampaian dia..terutama part chorus dia..pehhh menyentap!
so just feel the song la ok..

“Cinta Pertama” [Sunny] - Bunga Citra Lestari


p/s: aku tau korang akan gelak bile baca subtitle lagu ni..lagu tak sama ngan senikata..so just dgr je ye, jgn baca subtitle..hahaha

it happened..again??

arini aku rasa cam tak sedap ati lg..
mcm yang penah aku rasa tak lama dulu..
tahlaa..aku ingat balik "kampung" ni, dpt menceriakan hari2 aku..

lps pikir2 balik, aku rasa sbb:
1) aku susah ati pasal umah sewa..
dulu plan to rent a house with ana & chucky..byk bende aku plan nak buat kalau dapat tinggal serumah bersama2..tp atas sbb2 tertentu, dorang tarik diri..
chucky rasa bersalah, try to find me a bilik..thx a lot dude..tp bile lu dah cite pasal "conflict dalaman" umah tu, aku rasa serba salah..walaupun aku sebenarnye perlukan bilik tu utk weekdays je..takyah aku ulang alik rawang-subang tetiap ari..di mana penggunaan minyak+tol yang membulehkan aku makan pasir di tgh2 bulan..~sigh..

2) aku susah ati pasal kwn2 office aku..
a friend has been backstabbed by her bestfriend..pity her..
but she doesnt know! yet!
takyahla aku cite pasal ape..a lot of lies have been done, is now appearing sket demi sket..aku tak dapat bygkan ape yang akan terjadi kalau dia tau..kitorang try nak bgtau, tp she seems to trust her bestfriend sangat2..sbb she thinks, a bestfriend could have not done such thing to a bestfriend! so mmg dia takkan percaya la kalau kitorang cite perkara sebenar..tahla, we just let u to find out urself..kitorang tanak jd batu api (walaupun aku penah ko jadikan mangsa-hahaha, takpe aku tak amik ati) bia ko tau sendiri, bukan dgr cite dr org lain..aku harap sangat ko kuat semangat bile tau nanti..

3) aku susah ati pasal dinner jumaat nih..
hahaha..yg ni aku pun nak gelak..sbb aku tatau nak merempat umah sape utk bersiap..takdela bersiap sgt pun, atleast nak tuka baju, n make-up la sket2..walaupun aku admit, aku tak reti sungguh mekap2 ni..silap2 aribulan, aku leh jd pelakon opera cine..kehkehkeh..hmm ada yang singgah masjid tuka baju ni nanti..dahla tema 'dinner with stars'..haa stars la sangat..aku tak ready apepun..tak shopping tak ape..sbb aku tade idea nak pakai ape..so with that, aku akan pakai ape yang ada kat umah je..hopefully aku stars enuf laa..to shine on that nite..huhuhu..macam yakin ;p padahal aku tau, aku akan jd stars yang paling malap mlm tu nanti..takpelaa, takyah berhabis hanya utk satu mlm tu..bukannye aku nak masuk beauty pageant ke hape..baik aku simpan duit utk g pulau next month..(wahh..tak sabanye nak g pulau! part ni je yang leh buat aku senyum arini..)

4) aku susah ati pasal...tah!!!
yang ni aku simpan dlm ati je laa..susah nak luah kat sini.. :(( agak2 ati aku dah takleh tampung, baru aku cite nanti..

aku harap esok ada benda yang buleh buat aku happy balik..tolong gue..tolong..tolong put a smile on my face..arrghhh!

yeay! i got it back..heheh

la la la la laaaa...hari ini aku sangat hepi...
sbb finally...aku dah dapat "pulang" ke HQ..hah hah hah..
aku ske.. aku ske.. heheh
walaupun kami ditempatkan di tmpt yg agak kurang selesa (sbb dok sebelah2 bosses..shhh),
tapi takpelaa..aku tolak tepilaa..
yg penting, aku dah dapat my own cubicle!! hahahhaha..
how i miss to hv my own privacy kat office..
and now i got it! yeay! ;p

HeiWay!

last friday n saturday (18-19th may 2007) - kene g ada satu programme ni..they called it HeiWay Stars Programme..anjuran my company..sume staff kene pegi..tapi takla sume org sekaligus..mana cukup tempat..staff beribu..huhuhu..so kitorang were divided into 6 batches..kali ni tak kire pangkat ape pun staff tu..sume kene ikut the programme..dr pak guard..cleaner...smpi la bos besar2..huhuhuhu...

i was in 3rd batch..this time kitorang kat concorde inn, sepang..the place was ok..rasa mcm dok asrama pon ada..hiks..oh ya, i met my senior..back in primary school punye senior..dia manager kat situ rupenye..hahhaha..

ok back to the programme..memula rasa mcm tak best je..tp sbb ni dikira dlm KRA-KPI, so terpaksalaa mengejoinkan diri..ye le, kang tak perform lak..bile tak perform, tade increment..huhuhu..tapiiii rupenye best gile! org yang bagi talk tu, mmg best! tak memboringkan..plus plak dgn aktiviti2 dia sume..pehhh..tak terasa masa berjalan..pecah perut ngan gelagat masing2 bile buat aktiviti tu..the programme is all about transformation..change attitude towards excellence..above all, mmg menaikkan semangat la..walaupun tak byk, but still, motivated la gak..kire berjaya la programme ni.. :) tp sayangnye semalam je..kalau tau camni punye best, buat seminggu pun takpe..hahhaha...

ni aturcara program tu..
Day 1
6.00 PM – 7.30 PM Check In
7.30 PM – 8.30 PM Dinner
8.30 PM – 11.30 PM Session 1: HeiTech Transformation Journey
Day 2
7.00 AM – 8.30 AM Breakfast
8.30 AM – 10.30 AM Session 2: High impact @ Work
10.30 AM – 10.45 AM Tea Break
10.45 AM – 12.45 PM Session 3: Excellence in Action
12.45 PM – 2.00 PM Lunch
2.00 PM – 4.00 PM Session 4: Integrity above Yield
4.00 PM – 4.15 PM Tea Break
4.15 PM – 5.30 PM Session 5: HeiWay Stars in Action
5.30 PM – 6.00 PM Program Wrap-Up

oh ye, kitorang punye team name: Hei-Smart..smart la sangat kan..hahhahha.. tp mmg best la..rugi la sape yang tak pegi tu..heheh..


tu la team membernye..hehe..btw, for more pics: HeiWay

oops KTM..u did it again!

arini i reached d office kol 1015am..
sbb? train komuter rosak di tgh2 jln..
selama 1thn 9bln aku naik komuter ulang alik g ofis, 2kali je penah blaku perkara camtu..
first, train tu rosak masa stopped at Kuang station..terus mati enjin, then sume passenger diminta keluar dr train utk naik train seterusnye..we were lucky at that time sbb the platform was just outside the train..and we didnt have to wait so long..
but this time, very unfortunate! train tu mati enjin in between Segambut & Putra station..i think about 700m from Segambut station..kiri kanan hanyala semak samun..cemana nak keluar..at first ingatkan train tu tgh tunggu signal utk jalan..but then after a while..the aircond was gone..as well as the lights..everyone is calmly waited for the first 10mins..tp bile dah masuk 20mins, sume dah gelisah..some of them were looking for fresh air (nasib baik pagi..kalau time balik keje, tak dapat bayang bau dlm tu cemana..euuww!) pastu ada pekerja KTM opened up the door..and ada this chinese guy was trying to help by unlocking the window..what a saviour! heheh..

and bile masuk 30mins, sume dah start keluarkan hp..masing2 inform their office bout the unexpected circumstances, as the reason for being late..heard ppl moaning and groaning..it wasnt so bad for me sbb i have a seat..but sgtla kesian to those yang berdiri..lagi2 plak for women yang pakai heels...o been there, done that..menyebabkan kekejangan betis!

hmm..just after has been stucked in the train for 45mins, barulah terasa train tu berundur balik ke Segambut station..rasanye ada train lain yang tarik..or maybe jugak org2 KTM sendiri yang tolak? hmm yang tu kurang pasti sbb tak nmpk..heheh..

sampai kat station tu, sume berpusu2 keluar..some of us pegi platform belah sana..sbb dah ada train yg menunggu..but i just stayed kat platform belah sini sbb i know it wouldnt fit for all..lgpun ada announcement yang mintak all the passengers to wait kat platform belah sini je..for the train will be coming in another 10mins..tp bile sampai train tu, sume berebut2 naik..surela tak muat kan..lgpun, alang2 dah lmbt, takyah la nak rushing2..and for sure, tak dapat tmpt duduk..
so i decided to wait for the next train which has been informed to be arrived in another 8mins..and this time, alhamdulillah..train tak penuh :)

it was a tragic moments! kelakar pun ada..mcm2 ragam manusia boleh kite tgk..
hopefully this kind of problem tak jadi lg di masa2 akan dtg..please la KTM, do something..ppl are paying for ur services..bukan naik free..kalau boleh gantikan la train2 yang rosak tu dgn yang baru...we, the passenger, deserve a better service from u guys..kitorang dah sahut kempen kerajaan utk gunakan pengangkutan awam..so do not take it for granted! actually dah byk kali dgr pasal train rosakla..delayed la..ingatkan lesson learnt! one day, kalau penumpang makin berkurangan, jgn tanye kenape..u should have known the reason by then..and do not blame us for that!

the girl in my life.. :)

Sempena hari ibu ni, i'd like to share a thoughts..
got it by email..
which i think, they are true enuf to make me ponder.. :)

A little boy asked his mother,
“Why are you crying, mom?”

“Because I need to..” she said.

“I don’t understand..” he said.

His Mom just hugged him & said,
“And you never will..”

Later the little boy asked his father,
“Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?”

“All women cry for no reason..”
his dad answered carelessly.

The little boy , still wondering why women cry,
finally asked the old wise Shaikh.
“He surely knows the answer”, he thought.
“Ya Shaikh! Why do women cry so easily?”

He answered:
“When GOD made the woman she had to be made so special.
HE made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.
HE gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth & the rejection that comes from her children.
HE gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, & take care of her family through sickness & fatigue without complaining.
HE gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any & all circumstances, even when her child hurts her very badly.
HE gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults & fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.
HE gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths & her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And lastly, HE gave her a tear.
This is hers & only hers exclusively to use whenever she needs it.
She needs no reason, no explanation, its hers.”

“You see my son.. the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, or the beauty of her face, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the door way to her heart - the place where LOVE resides.”

The little boy got the answer & never asked the question again.
its just a story..but then just described what a mother really is..
to mama, thank u for all you've done all these while..
u meant everything to me..to us..
without u & abah, i cant imagine what we would be..
no words would ever describe it..thanks a million!

A song for mama - Boyz II men

You taught me everything
And everything you’ve given me
I always keep it inside
You’re the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn’t anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldn’t feel right
If I didn’t have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You’ll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin’ you is like food to my soul
You’re always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin’ me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You’ll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

i dedicate this song to my mom..

love u, ma! muuah! :)

yet to find out..

heard a news..
he's resigning..uhmm??
kenape ye?? dapat keje lain, or tak tahan dah handle project ni??
a fren of mine says, "sukela ko, org yang paling di'sayangi' ramai tu dah nak blah.."
hmm..suke ke? tahla..tade rasa pape..suke pun tak..tak suke pun tak jugak..tade beza pun dia ada atau tak..tp yang nyata, sume officemate mcm berpesta..meriah tetibe..huhuhu..

so who's next inline? oo having said that, the next PM will be the 5th PM to handle this project..hahah! at the moment, the project has been put up for 4yrs and still counting..
hmm..kat mana salahnye ye? i cant really answer that..since masa i joined this project pun, it has been critical enuf..am wondering, y is this project has been too complicated to manage? was it because of the architecture? the management? the client? or the attitude of the staff itself? hmm..yet to find out..

whatever it is..u'll be no longer working with us..wishing u the best of luck! just an advice, be careful of what u wish..if u wish to be a good manager, equip urself with the skills..i mean, the management skills..communicate with ur staff, let them know the situation that they are facing..acted like one! they get orders/informations from u, not from somebody else..be approachable! jgn tau nak bodek org atas je..backstab other ppl to be on top (euwwhh, it really sucks, man!)..do not just blame other ppl..and do not look down upon ppl..
u have been once in our position..im sure u know exactly how it feels..

oh ya, if u accidentally reading this, im not critisizing u..(or did i? its for ur own good tho..) im just saying outloud of what we felt all these while..anyhow, i apologize for all my wrongdoings, in those period we've been working together..just take this as a challenge! and i hope u'll success..

i wish i could..

he's lying on the bed..
helplessly..
just waiting for ppl around him to help..
feeding him, cleaning him..
now his life is just depending on the medicines..
he's fighting with his athma..
with the help from the inhaler, the equalizer and oxygen gas,
he can survive until now..
thats him..
my beloved grandpa..

its just so hurting to see him that way..
the most we can do, is rubbing his chest to ease him for breathing..
he's just so weak..
weak enough to make me cry..
the man who used to fetch us from school by his motorcycle,
is now hardly catching his own breath..
the man who used to laugh with all his grandchildren,
is now smiling weakly to them..
the man who used to having tea with his friends everyday,
is now needing ppl to give him a sip of tea..
i wish i could take all air in the world to help him breathe..
i wish i could see him in good health like before..
i wish he could bear the pain patiently..
i wish everything will turn fine..
hmm..i wish i could..

good old times..

Just got back from Julie's wedding..the one yang tempah kad kawen kat bandung aritu..it was held in Dewan Persidangan, Kompleks Perbadanan Putrajaya..the hall is nicely set up, but i would say it was more towards chinese or baba-nyonya style..maybe sbb her mom is a chinese-convert..

:: kitorang & pelamin yang tanpa pengantin ::

there were times where they run a slide show..showing pictures of both bride n groom, back to their childhood and up to the engagement pictures..termasuk gambar2 g bandung sume..itu ok lg..tp ada satu gamba tu, when we were in the same room masa kat ATPN (Asrama Toh Puan Norashikin) dulu..gamba masa form 1..masa tu i was so thin with nicely curved hair, wearing a green polka-dot baju kurung...hahahaha..what a shame! satu table gelakkan aku..hampeh punye kawan2 ;p

teringat zaman2 blaja dulu..mcm2 memorable stories happened dr form 1 sampai form 5..but those were the days..its our good old times, buddies.. :)

more piccies: wedding julie & rizal

demotivated? uhmm..

malasnye nak keje arini..dah sedap cuti panjang.. ;p
ingat nak sambung lg cuti..tp memandangkan nti memerlukan cuti for becoming vacations, maka reserve la cuti2 tu..hehehe..
byk lg plan2 yang belum terlaksana ni..
*pulau perhentian, singapore, sg sedim* and the list will go on ;)
ala lagipun khamis ngan jumaat je..pastu cuti balik..yeehaa!

hmm..arini tade kawan..sbb kak idra cuti..
bukan takleh makan ngan bebudak ofis ni..
tp malas plak nak turun..dah tapao awal2 pg td..
sian..makan roti je utk lunch..huhuhu
hmm mmg buleh kurus kalau camni selalu..*wink* hahah!

sangatla bosannye..
keje tade sangat arini..sbb rasanye user2 masih cuti..
so tadela nak encounter byk problem dr user..
but...i'll be getting a new task starting tomorrow..
which, task yg telah cuba dielakkan..
i guess tak dapat nak elak lg...
i have to do..im forced to.. :(
sbb the guy who used to do the task, sangat slow buat keje..
actually he can do it..tp memerlukan masa yang agak pjg..
n i guess, he felt just what i feel, prolly the others too..we are demotivated!
haihhh..bile la nak berenti mengeluh ni..

another birthday bash!

29th Apr 2007 - celebrated birthdays for April's gorgeous (suya-25th & fai-30th) Happy bday, girls!!

morning - g tgk muvi..wild hogs @KLCC.. gile klaka..ekeke..kalau nak ilangkan stress/tension, i recommend u to catch the movie..
afternoon - g News KTV @Plaza Yow Chuan..melalak le..ape lagi..3 jam plak tu..huhu.."bleeding throat"..kehkehkeh..
mlm - g dinner @kedai alip - Mami Jarum Western, Selayang..not bad at all..tp alipnye tade..cheh..penatnye dtg tunjuk muke ;p

it had been a tiring day..but i had fun tho..
lps ni tinggal J & lily je..lom sampai masa nak celebrate pon ;p
buleh plan something else..heheh

sampai mati? hmm..

love the song and the melody..its catchy..
but cant help to hate the lyrics..
kalau la sesenang nyanyi lagu utk minta maaf..
i just couldnt imagine how peaceful this world could be..
hmm tahla..

Dewa 19 - Dewi
Dewi aku mohon beri kesempatan
Tuk bisa menebus dosaku kepadamu
Maafkanlah aku yang menyakitimu
Aku tidak pernah menyangka bisa begini

Oh dewi, dengarkanlah…

Dewi kaulah hidupku
Aku cinta padamu sampai mati
Dewi belahlah dadaku
Agar kau tahu
Agar kau mengerti

Wou wou wou

Semua terjadi begitu saja
Tak ada yang serius antara dia dan aku
Tidak ada cinta dan tak ada hati
Hanya karena aku lelaki dan dia wanita



tp terpulangla pada setiap individu utk menilai..
bak kata pepatah, "hanya jauhari mengenal manikam" :)

mama - a year younger ;p

21st Apr - was mama's bday..kali ni abah decided to celebrate kat Hotel Nikko, jalan ampang..foods are delicious but somehow limited..i mean not as much as we had in PJhilton..
btw, byk mana pun leh makan, as i am now in my diet program..muahaha..
(am i on diet?? nahh..tak menjadi pun..ekeke)

dlm byk2 makanan yang 'sempat' dimakan..ehem ehem..
what i like most are, the sambal udang n pajeri terung..uuhh just love them..
fyi, im a seafood lover..n a terung lover as well..hiks..
yang lain2 tu, so-so la..asal kenyang..alhamdulillah..

hmm taktau nak bg ape kat mama..
since mother's day pun will be coming soon, so im thinking of buying her something nice n she could use it like forever..hehe..
mahal or murah tak penting, is the thoughts that counts ;)
tp ape ye..?? any suggestions??

layann...

tgh2 kusut fikiran ni, layan lagu best gak..
hmm..lagu ni first dengar masa tgh shopping kat Bandung..
masa tu kat factory outlet Rumah Mode..dorang pasang lagu ni..
actually pasang the whole album la..dah nama pasang satu cd..heheh..
best2 gak lagu2 dorang ni..buleh layan la..
nti ye i'll post lagu2 yang lain..kalau rajin la..huhuhu
sementara tu, enjoy dulu lagu ni! :)


Kerispatih - Mengenangmu

Takkan pernah habis air mataku
Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri

Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu …

Reff:
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
p/s: teringat bandung, rasa nak bcuti lg.. ;)

yesterday was hoping not to approach KL in the morning..
tp malangnye, kene masuk gak..aihh..
sbb? sbb ajim kata arini last day dia kat klcc...
bile dia ckp camtu, kesian la pulak..

hampeh tul adik aku ni..smlm aku bbaik ati sbb 'first day'..
arini aku kene lg..'last day' dia pulak..
sbb esok dia dah start posting kat melaka..
takpe jim..sib baik 2 ari..
pastu..yg lg best, arini tak jam sgt..
so kol 802am, aku dah terpacak kat opis..
hahaha..lagi awal dr smlm..hahaha..mmg minggu yg gile..

pepagi tu, rasa mcm best je..ye la..mmg mcm tak saba la kan nak balik HQ..
rupe2nya, gembira yang kurasa tak sampai ke petang..
dlm kol 11, dia turun drpd meeting membawa perkhabaran yang mmg langsung menghancur-ranapkan impian2 aku nak balik HQ..
arrghhhh..tension nye!!
dah tau dah..mmg takleh pakai ckp2 dia ni..
ckp putar belit..kejap buleh, kejap tak..
kali ni dia nak assign aku buat keje lain plak..
kalau dah ada keje lain, sah2la kene tinggal lg kat sini..
takleh la balik HQ..uwaaa!!!

ptg plak dapat masalah lg dr user..
mmg terkenal user ni dgn kesengalan dia..
byk kali ajar pun tak lps2 gak..asek blur je..
tak ingat la..lupe la..
haiiiihhhhh...
lepas satu, satu yg dtg...
mencabar kewibawaan sungguh!
bile aku boleh balik nih???

no promises..not anymore.. :(

starting today onwards..i'll be all alone in the office.. :(
not la that "alone"..ada la lg colleagues yg masih tinggal..
tp sume nye lelaki..
kalau ada pun pompuan, sume level bos..
sorang suke buat keje sendiri..
sorang lg selagi lom kol 10, selagi tu la tak sampai..
hmm..clan2 pompuan aku sume dah di anta balik ke HQ..
aku?? masih di sini..~sigh..

dahla arini dtg awal..kol 820am dah sampai ofis..
slalunye naik komuter je..dah nak dekat kol 9 baru sampai opis..haha
tp arini kene drive sbb anta ajim g report duty kat petronas, klcc..
630am dah kua umah..sbb dia masuk kol 800am..
tak penah2 seawal tu kua umah...slalunye 630 tu baring2 atas katil lg..ekeke..
dah suruh naik lrt je, tp ngengade mintak soh anta gak..
ye la first day la kunun :p
pastu aku plak tu yang kene drive..
hmmph..takpela, adik punye pasal..

mak aih..punye la jam..ingatkan kua awal, kurangla jamnye..
hmmph, sama je..
cume kua awal, leh la sampai awal..
tp in terms of "jalan kosong kalau kua awal", jgn harap!
so sempatla sampai ofis dia td kol 745am..
rasanye serik dah nak masuk kl pepagi mcm ni..
esok soh dia naik lrt je..muahahhaha
tp aiseh..kol 730am la aku sampai opis sok..
dah sah2 dia nak kene naik lrt dari klsentral kol 730am..
takpe la, dr aku saket ati sbb jalan sesak, baik aku saket ati dtg opis awal..hahaha..
sanggup ke aku?? we'll see ;D

sampai ofis je, manager aku yang 'sangat disayangi' ramai dah sampai..
pastu tanye aku nak balik HQ ke tak..i was like, 'huh? boleh dia tanye soklan tu..of course i do! duhh..'
then he said, insyaAllah dlm bulan 5..
hmm should i trust him?? ni dah kali ke brape tah promises yang he made..
a few minutes after tu, dia g bfast ngan bbudak lelaki..
lps bfast, he came out with another promise, which will send me back to HQ in a few days time..perrghhh...tah ape la yang bbudak lelaki tu convincekan dia..hahahhahaha

then barula dapat tau, rupenye one of my colleagues sanggup amik alih tugas2ku..hehe..thx bob!
lgpun dah tak byk dah..
n i'll be reassigned to my previous team..hehe..
sbb dorang kesian tgk aku sorang2 terkebil2 kat situ..
terkebil2 ke aku?? muahahha..
takla sampai terkebil2..haha..ish, tade la..ada ke.. ;p
tp bile bfast & lunch hour, kene call my saviour..
kat projek lain, kat bangunan sebelah..huhu..
sib baik masih ada gak teman..thx kak idra :)
cumenye for future, if she's on leave, or mc ke..
haa..padan la ngan muke aku kan..kene la tapao jawabnye..
n what if hari jumaat plak masa tu..
hmm sah2 aku kene panggil another saviour..chucky or J or both..huhu..
sbb aku tau, i can count on them..mmuuahh! ;)
arghhh...kesiannye idup! ~sigh..

takpe takpe..i'll survive..yeah! only the strongest will survive! hiks..
(strong ke? baru first day tade kawan, dah sangap :< )
cume hoping yang he'll do as promised..
i cant take anymore fake promises! letih tau..

gud news..in a bad day..

hmm.. a day full of sickness, i would say..
woke up this morning dengan rasa saket kat gusi..
walked to the office dengan saket kat tumit kaki..
and been working dengan saket berdengung dlm telinga ni..
plus plak lg dgn berita some of my colleagues will be moving back to our HQ..
leaving me, only 1 girl left with a few other guys..
dah tade geng dah nak borak, bfast n lunch sesama ;'(
arrghhh..what a day!

but all of a sudden, everything turns fine..
y? hehehe..
just because of one letter..received from the company..
titled 'Promotion and Salary Revision'..
alhamdulillah..eventhough there would be no bonus for this year, a little increment would still cheer up my day.. :)
and another thing is, i've been promoted! hiks..
even tak sehebat mana pun, im still grateful for what i've earned..
hmm a part of the letter says, "This promotion is in recognition of the fine work you have done for the company" :)
all the hard work is now paid..alhamdulillah..
i hope i'll continue working with the same level of enthusiasm, or prolly more..insyaAllah..

went home with smile..
a little while later, baru terasa saket kat gusi tu balik..huhu..
bile check, saket tu actually is not coming from the gum..but it is an ulser indeed..
aihh..patutla semacam je rasa saket dia..
kalau kene ulser, slalunye minum air bergelen2, ulser tu akan surut sendiri..
kalau tak elok gak, g klinik la jawabnye kan..

for those yang nak balik HQ tu, sedia2kan la tmpt aku ye..
aku pun nak balik situ gak..uhuk uhuk..
dah lama tak rasa keje kat office sendiri..hmmmm.. :<

berdesir..berdengung..it hurts!

telinga berdengung..dah a few weeks gak la mende ni happened..tetiba je berdengung..kdg2 sebelah..kdg2 dua2 belah..yg aku perasan, slalu kene time mlm..mostly lps mandi..ataupun masa nak tdo..arrghh..saket..rasa mencucuk2..walaupun takla sampai berdarah, tp it still hurts! :'(

tetibe teringat pasal email yang penah dapat 2-3 years back..pasal 100 hari tanda2 kematian..gulp..ni one of the tanda2 ke? try to refresh this tiny mind..tp tak ingat la plak telinga bdengung ni ada kene mengena tak dlm tanda2 tu..cuba cari balik email tu..tak jumpa plak..haih..tp gerun gak..buatnye jumpe email tu, n salah satu tanda ialah telinga berdengung...??

at this moment pun i feel it..am i gonna die?
hmm..sebak rasa hati ni..
bukan sebak sbb tak puas lg jln2..
bukan sebak sbb tak dapat capai lg impian idup..
bukan..
tapi..
sebak sbb amal yang sangatla sedikit..
sebak sbb masih belum dapat tunaikan impian mama & abah..
sebak sbb tinggalkan org2 tersayang..
sebak sbb tak layak rasanye nak menghadap yang Esa..
sebak atas dosa2 yang tak terhitung byknye..
~sigh..tahla..bercampur baur rasanye..
"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kau ampunkanla segala dosa hambamu ini..amiin.."

for those yang baca blog aku ni..
yang aku ada byk salah/dosa kat korang, aku minta maaf ye..
ampunkan sume salah silap aku..
aku tau aku byk buat salah kat korang..
yang zahir, mahupun yang hanya terdetik sekilas dlm hati..
terumpat, terpuji, makan & minum halalkan ye..(mcm hari raya plak..hiks..)
dosa2 korang aku dah ampunkan..dan aku doakan kesejahteraan korang sume..
jaga diri korang baik2..
sekiranye satu hari nanti kite bertemu lg, aku harap hanya yang terbaik utk kite..insyaAllah..

its ma bday!

16 going on 26!
:D yesterday, 16/03/2007..was my 26th birthday..
yup..i am 26 now..how time flies..rasanye mcm baru smlm je rasa takut nak amik SPM..rasa pressured being a student..rasa happy bile nak masuk new sem sbb nak jumpa balik kwn2..rasa down bile tak dapat scored good results..rasa very pleased on the graduation day..n now tup tup, i've been working for 4 years already..omg! sangat cepat! :/

being 26, im hoping only for the best..to find my other half n looking forward to settle down (tp tah bile la kan..haha), making good money..more money means more vacations for me! hehehe.. i just love travelling..patutla org kata, mole kat tapak kaki tu, tandanye kuat berjalan..i'd never bothered bout the statement..but now, i surely do! besar plak tu..muahaha..thanks to u, mole :)

i wish them all to come true, insyaAllah :)

bwh ni gamba took @PJ Hilton..celebrating my 26th bday..thx abah & mama..the foods are superb!

cuti2 malaysia the 2nd..Cameron Highlands!

last weekend.. (11/03/2007 - 12/03/2007) g Cameron plak..hmm last time g, bout a year ago..masa tu celebrate new year ngan officemates..this time around lak, g ngan ahli2 majlis yang biasa..chucky, atun, ana, lily, suya n fai..kali ni best sbb suya dpt ikut..hiks..n tak best sbb J plak tak dapat g sbb abg dia kawen..huk huk..takpe..nway, i got something for u, J dear.. :)

memula, kitorang g dulu (atun, ana n me) sbb yang lain2 tu ada hal..ada yg g umah anak2 yatim (baik hati tul kwn2ku)..ada yang mandikan kucing (mulia tu..hormatkan binatang)..ada yang tade buat ape pun..tp kene tgu yang lelain tu abes aktiviti dorang..yelaa naik skali satu keta..(takpe, asal sampai kan..hiks)

lebih kurang kol 11 gerak dr umah gue..naik ikut simpang pulai..sampai dalam kol 2 lebih..sbb byk persinggahan..smpi je, check in pastu terus g makan kat foodcourt brinchang tu..jalan2 kat keliling tu, g night market dia sume..then balik bilik..but then, still tak sampai2 lg kwn2ku..sampai tertido2 kitorang kekenyangan, still mereka masih belum tiba..akhirnye, kol 7.30mlm camtu barulaa mereka tiba..huhuhu..sian dorang..along the way mengalami pelbagai cabaran..heheheh..

mlm tu g lg night market td..teman dorang plak..o ye, refer back to my previous post psl cameron, sume lebih kurang sama..xcept ada satu benda baru..heheh..apple guava (apple yang dikacukkan dgn jambu)..rasa mmg rasa jambu..tp kulit lua kulit apple..sebiji 5 hengget..mahal..tp sedap..kitorang suke gile ngan buah ni..plus ngan kincam goreng..yummy..itu antara makanan2 yang kitorang hadap sepanjang dok situ..hahaha..

dah penat2, balik mlm tu, mandi2 sume, then tiba la acara kemuncak..its our bday celebration! hahha..that was the purpose of this vacation nway ;) kali ni mmg specially celebrated for anak2 bulan 3..(ana - 6th, iera - 16th, chucky&atun - 29th) HAPPY BDAY TO US! Cheers! then sambung plak main UNO..sampai kol 4pg..hihihi..

the next day, lps bfast, g la tmpt2 biasa..cactus valley..oh ya, dah ada strawberry park baru sblh cactus valley tu..lps agak2 dah penuh camera tu ngan muka2 kitorang dgn aksi2 yang gile, g la panjat strawberry park baru tu..huhu..pehhh..tinggi siot! sampai atas je dah weng2..then lps tu, shopping sayur la..kat KEA Farm..penuh boot keta..mcm nak bniaga sayur pon ada..penat tgk sayur, gerak turun plak..singgah Sungei Palas Boh Tea Centre..jln nak g situ, mak aih..amatla sempit..mmg cukup2 utk satu keta..sib baik ada this Honda lead dpn kitorang..pehh macho tul! tiap selekoh, dia takyah hon pun..hehe..bahaya sebenarnye aksi dia tu, tp sbb dia yang lead, kitorang pon tade la main hon..huhu..ingatkan dorang headed to Boh centre tu gak..rupe2nye dorang g kenduri kawen..betul2 bwh Tea Centre tu..lps lepak2 minum2 teh atas tu, lps posing2 atas padang :D, skali lagi la menghadapi cabaran pulang ikut jalan sempit..tapi..nasib mmg baik..the same car (keta mamat honda tadi tuu), skali lg menjadi penyelamat..alhamdulillah..macam dirancang2 plak..huhuhu..on the way tu, keta yang nak masuk makin byk..keta kembara macho chucky nyaris bertembung ngan Avanza..phewww! Alhamdulillah sempat brek..thanks to that Honda..mmg macho la! hiks

mmg plan balik ikut tapah..sbb nak singgah kat Kuala Woh nti..on the way tu, singgah kat Tanah Rata for lunch..haha..kami lunch kol 4..(kire lunch ke tu? huhuhu...) pastu journey for head spinning begins! muahahha..pehh..letih tgk jln tu..mcm tade penghujung..pertengahan jalan atun dah started dizzy..hiks..ana ok jek kat blkg..at bout 6.30 mcm tu, baru la jejak bumi rasanye..plan nak singgah Kuala Woh..g rendam2 kaki kat air panas..tp unfortunately, hujan plak masa tu..last2 singgah gak tp benti utk sbyg je..so sad :( takpe, we'll come back..huhu

even it was only for 2 days vacation, we had fun tho..well, it doesnt matter how short or long the vacation is, but when u are surrounded by all ur beloved ppl, u wont feel any regrets! thanks guys :)



for more pics, Cameron Highlands

Music and Lyrics

Last Wednesday (28/02/2007), went out with J to watch Music n Lyrics movie.. we were told by Atun that the movie was very catchy..so we decided to observe it ourselves..huhuu

what i like most is the song..
here is the lyrics..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
yeap! till the end.. :)

cuti2 malaysia? not! haha..

Bandung
dlm blog yang lepas dah cite pasal Gandah..now nak cite pasal Bandung plak.. huhu
went there for 4days, 3nights (31/01/2007 - 03/02/2007)..stayed at Apartment Grand Setiabudi, Bandung..there were six of us (me, chucky, atun, ana, julie and her fiance, rizal)

frankly speaking, we had no plan at all of going to Bandung at the first place..tp since Julie gets cheaper tickets (Air Asia), we give it a second thought..plus plak lg, we heard that Bandung is like a heaven for a shopaholic..like me! hehehehe..there were quite a number of factory outlet that u could check out..kalau kat malaysia, mcm F.O.S laa..tp kat sana, lg byk shoplots macam tu, where u can get a cheaper price..tinggal u have enuf money ke tak je nak shopping..hahha..from shirts, handbags, shoes in the factory outlets...up to blouse, tudung, kebaya, telekung in the Pasar Baru (where u can bargain up for a very cheap price!)..its not shop till u drop..but it is more like "shop till u broke" hahahha..mmg broke abis!

for places of interests, we did go to Gunung Tangkuban Parahu (kawah gunung berapi) and Sari Ater (kolam air panas)..but the sad thing is, we didnt buy any souveniors from those places..sbb bapak yang jd tourist guider kitorang (Pak Cicil) tu dah warning, dont buy anything yet, sbb he can guide us to a cheaper souveniors..lastly, tmpt yg he mentioned tu, tutup since that day was a weekday..they are only open for weekends, i guess..sbb ramai tourists datang...its too bad! we did search for souveniors in the Pasar Baru..there were no souveniors at all..and we ended up buying keychains (sold in a bundle packet)..which dah berkarat pun (tak perasan pun masa beli tuuu :( )..tahlaa..taktau sanggup ke tak, nak bg kat officemates...huhuhu
for foods plak, we tried some local delicacies..
1) sate kelinci - its sate arnab :D.
2) pisang keju - delicious! (pisang dibakar, then serves with susu pekat manis and sliced cheese ditaburkan on top of the pisang)
3) jagung bakar - its not like the one we have in Msia..diorang punye lg sedap sbb tambah their own secret sambal..
4) ayam goreng suharty - very crunchy..even u can crunch the fried chicken up to the bones..

above all, mmg best..only regrets on souveniors.. tsk tsk..

more pics: Bandung

its 2007! starts with trip to Gandah! :)

"We are elefrens" :)

haha..just seen the last posted blog..sept 2006..and now its already jan 2007..hahaha..lama rupenye tak update blog ni..
blog yang dulu kata nak cite pasal trip kat US tu pun tak terpost lg dalam ni..
tu ape tanda tu? tu tandanye..byk gile keje kat opis sampaikan tade masa nak update blog ni..hiks..balik keje slalunye mlm..penat..mandi n uruskan pape yang patut, then tdo..the next day, g keje lg..
tp kalau masa utk futsal, sebolehnye akan dicari..muahahahha...i just love the game!! :D walaupun tak terer..hiks..

ok, i'll post the US trip with pics later..this is a promise, so i'll surely do it..
but now nak cite pasal trip to Pusat Pemuliharaan Gajah @Kuala Gandah, Pahang.. ada 3 main activities - hand feeding, riding and bathing..went with the super duper girlfrens..eventhough some of them tade.."we are elefrens" hehe...g on sunday 14th jan 2007..hehe..what a way to start a new year ;)

:: hand feeding ::

:: riding ::
:: bathing ::

more pics: Kuala Gandah

USA - 10days trip: full of fascinating places..

21st august 2006 - leaving the house at about 5.15am in the morning..naik KIA Pregio (KLIA)..driver tu mmg duduk rawang, mmg keje dia anta/amik org ke/dr KLIA..waaa awal gile..subuh pun tak masuk lg..hehe..sbb ikut schedule, flight pukul 9.40 am..ye laa, atleast 2hrs before boarding kene check in dah..so kire2 kene ada kat sana selewat2nye pukul 7.40am camtu laa lebih kurang..hmm, awal sgt ke kitorang gerak?(Rawang - KLIA) korang rasa2 dekat tak? huhuhu..lgpun tade laa rasa rushing..

so bout 6.15 arrived @KLIA..hehe..sejam je dah sampai..driver tu drive laju wooo..lg plak pepagi, keta lom byk :) masa sampai2 tu, abah n i pegilaa check kat screen tu..which counter should we proceed to..tgk ada MH 0094..hmm betul dah..KL-LAX..betul gak..1400..haa?? 1400?? patutnye 0940.. 1400 means pukul 2ptg tuuu..
memula cr2 gak kot2 ada yang lain..mana ada...thats the only one! but then still tak puas ati, lps subuh, abah g tanye counter..hmm yup..the flight is delayed! uwaaaaa...masa tu baru pukul 6.45am..rasa excited sume terus ilang.. :(

abah terus call ajim (my bro yang tgu kat sana) but then still cannot do anything..flight dia dr Ohio - LAX pun dah confirmed on schedule, so he just have to wait for us..poor him..patutnye dia tunggu bout 1hr lebih je..dah kene tunggu bout 6hrs..sorang2 plak tu..sian adik aku.. ~sigh..

dlm frust2 tu, g laa bfast..lps tu tgk queue nak check in dah pjg gile..mesti ada yang taktau pasal flight delay tu..hmm..kitorang pun beratur laa gak..(iklan : termasuk laa Adibah Noor..rasanya dia g tempat lain..sbb tak nampak pun sama flight ngan kitorang..hehe) so just check in je laa..nak tunggu ape lagi kan..sbb mmg dah sah2 kene buat bodo kat situ dlm 5 jam lg..tu check in baggage je..kitorang belum nak masuk lg..so g cari tempat duduk..sume penuh..last2 ada kat ujung, which tmpt tu mmg terik dipanah dek matahari pagi..padanlaa tade org nak duduk..huhu..tapi sbb dah taktau nak wat ape..mata pun still ngantuk2 lg, so masing2 belasahlaa lepak2, tdo2 kat bench tu..hekhek..mcm pelarian..tapi bukan kitorang je buat camtu tau..ramaiiiii lg yang seangkatan dgn kami.. :D

at last, dlm kul 12, abah ajak masuk dlm terus..lepak kat dlm plak..lepak2 dah jd lapa..oh yaa..sbb flight delayed, kitorang dapat voucher bfast masa check-in baggage td..buleh masuk mana2 cafe, except KFC..huhu..so jalan punye jalan cr kedai makan, last2 pilih Burger King..pehh..sungguh lumayan..buleh dapat set large tuuu...

agak2 lg 10mins nak masuk dlm flight, g la gate C25..tapiiiiii..tade org langsung kat situ!! kitorang salah gate ke?? tak, betul dah..ikut tiket tu..tapi mana org2 lain? takkan kitorang tercicir kot..oh no..nampak ada notis kat gate tu..it says, 'please proceed to exchange counter'..hah? ape pulak ni.. exchange counter mana laa pulak..ada sorang petugas kat situ,dia mcm pelik2 je tgk kitorang..mcm gate tu dah ditutup..whattt?? masing2 dah cuak..mcm sah kene tinggal..takkan flight tu awal plak? tade announcement punn..rupe2nye tuka gate daaa..cepat2 sume g gate C31..waaaahhh jauh tuuu..

at 6.50pm, kitorang transit @CKS(Chiang-Kai Shek) International Airport, Taipei bout 1 hr 20mins thru gate B7. depart balik dlm kul 8.30pm..and arrived at LAX International Airport, Los Angeles kul 6pm, 21/08 (9am, 22/08 m'sia time)..pehh..letihnye dlm flight..

masa nak check out dr airport tu, kene interview lg.."why are u here?", "for how long?", "where are u gonna stay"..bla bla bla..bape byk kali nak tanye daa...pastu kene amik gamba lg..yang pompuan pakai tudung kene bukak tudung..just pakai anak tudung je..pehh..masa tu rasa cuak tu ada la gak sket..macam2..takut simpan senjata laa tu dlm tudung..duhhh..

tp alhamdulillah..taktau camana, baggages kitorang tak kene check langsung..at all..just get thru all the guards without any checkings..hmm..pelik gak..sbb yang lain dia tahan..alhamdulillah..lps laa sume sambal ikan bilis dalam beg tu..hahha..kalau tau, bwk serunding sume...huhuhu..

itu baru cite sket..theres a lot more..tp pjg gile nak cite kat sini..ye laa..10 hari punye cerite..hahah..nway, a photoblog has been loaded.. just visit picasa web album: USA for the whole trip..hopefully the caption is enuf to tell u guys how fascinate the trip was..hehehe..but seriously..10days are just not enuf for us! i wish i could go there again someday.. ;)

2 weeks away from office..hehe

my family and i just got back from amedika..hehe..21st august 2006 (the big day for ct?? huhu) sampai laa 3rd sept 2006..2 weeks bercuti..wow!! i like!! hehe..kalau buleh, tanak balik..huhuhu..

i'll write bout the trip later..ni baru nak intro je..and i'll post some great pics we took all over the places..

to b continued... ;p

"its not easy..to be me.." ~sigh

tetiba terasa nak jot sumthing here..
ptg td..masa i was on my way balik dr office..i received an sms..
tanye pasal betul tak dgr kaba angin yang dia dgr..which is i've engaged with sumone..i was like, WHATTT??..here come the rumors again..

guess what, this is not the first time..before this, ada 2-3 org asking the same question..i wonder, who started the rumors?? dah tade keje lain ke ape..arrghhh...

at first rasa tade ape..mmg dia dgr rumor yang tade penghujung tu laa tu..rasa mcm nak ignore je memula..tapi i jawab laa jugak..but then when i jawab "no,i've not engaged yet", dia tak percaya..pastu siap tuduh nyorokkan cite sebenar...hey come on laa..kalau tanak percaya, takyah laa tanye..beriye tanye, bile dah jwb, beriye tak percaya pulak..but nways, if betul pun i got engaged, kenape? whats with that? salah ke? am i a celebrity or whatt? ada je gossip yang menyinggah..~sigh..

hmm takpelaa..thats what life is..whether i like it or not..i have to face it..hmm..hopefully lps nih tade laa rumors yang bukan2 lg..sib baik tak masuk paper je..kalau tak, dah femes dah.. :(

im going tanned! hukhuk

15/07/2006 - 18/07/2006 :: Redang Trip

sume yang g ada 9 org..
L-R:[ate, lily, alip, ana, jay, atun, iera, aida, chucky]


kami bertolak mlm..gerak dlm kul 10.30 camtu..go in 2 cars..
mcm2 happened along the way nak sampai ke jeti merang..

1) stucked in a jam..lama gile masa lalu kat mrr2..at that time nak g amik jay..we knew that mrr2 tu tutup, but then we didnt even expect that lencongan yang dorang buat, sangatlaa ridiculous! tah mana2 jalan yang dorang pusing..sib baiklaa ada aida (org Kepong..huhu)..dapat laa cari jalan kua..kalau tak, tah pukul bape nak sampai pun tatau laa..

2) taya keta atun pecah..tatau kene bile..and kene ape..mmg ada dengar bunyi..ingatkan langgar sumthing..rupe2nye taya belakang belah kanan tu dah pecah..sib baik ada 2 hero..doranglaa yang tuka kan..sementara yang lelain sempat lg buat aksi2 masing2..hikhikhik..

kitorang dok kat Redang Lagoon..oklaa that place..heps gak..even tak se'heps' kat Laguna Redang & the other resort yang kat sebelah pulau tu..makan pun oklaa even cepat gile dia kemas..tak menyempat2 nak abiskan makanan..hmmm...



pegi snorkeling byk kali..hahaha..even hampir kene tinggal masa memula tu..ada some of us nampak shark..yang ni bukan kat shark bay ke ape..sesat kot shark tu..but unfortunately, i didnt see it..damn! i just got to see belut di celah2 gelungan tukun..besar siot..2 ekor..kaler ijau! huhu..lepak je diam2 kat dlm air tu..tanak kua2..ish..

lps snorkeling main bola plak..bola sepak, bola memonyetkan dan mengkotakkan org..hahhaha..monkey business bebeh! pehhh mmg puas main air..tertelan air jgn ckp laa..mmg one of the activity kot..hukhukhuk..masin!!

ada one night tu..g tgk blue sand..i thot memula it was a place yang mana mmg bile kene cahaya bulan, pasir dia kaler biru..rupe2 nye we have to kuis2kan kaki kat pasir and if u are lucky, u'll find sebutir dua pasir kaler biru..glow in the dark..wahhh..mmg cantik! i found one! hehehe..

balik plak, singgah pasar payang, shopping tudung, kaftan and keropok..tuka taya keta atun..singgah kat Chukai makan satar,otok2(ikut local people sebut..heheh), laksam..macam2 laa..

mmg bestlaa trip nih! kulit pun dah jadi tanned..or i think 'rentung' would be the best word! muahahaha..lps nih heading up for Perhentian plak..huhuhu..

Gol & gincu? not! ;p

15th July 2006 :: FUTSAL game @Karnival Sukan Heitech

actually now my company tgh buat karnival sukan..byk games ada..dart, carrom, netball, bowling..byk lagi termasuklaa futsal..ada 4 groups yang bertanding..Cyber Warriors, 3G Force, The Titans and Violet Corps..mine is called Cyber Warriors..go go go Cyber Warriors! hehe

last week dah main for netball..but just managed to be at the 3rd place je..hukhuk..
but for this futsal, guess what! i was in Cyber B..kami berjaya menebus kekalahan itu..we've won it! woohoo!! 3 gol telah berjaya gue sumbatkan..huhuhu..pehhh, mcm tak percaya pun ada..sbb for me laa kan..this was the first time for me masuk tournament..buleh champ plak tu..alhamdulillah syukur..kirenye terseliuh2 dulu tu terbayar sudah laa.. :D bak kata chucky, tak sia2 prektis tetiap minggu..hakhakhak..



pastu mlmnye pulak, setelah berhempas pulas di dlm gelanggang futsal, g Redang plak...hehe..penat seh..kaki dah bengkak2 kene tekel ngan pihak lawan, tapi masih nak g gak to Redang..yang ni gue cite dlm next topic ok..

lps nih im waiting for bowling tournament plak..hopefully menang lagi..hehehhe..go Cyberians!! ;p

boredom..

hmm..it has been a while..just being bz..especially for the last 2 months..~sigh..there were so many things that need to be done..since i have to take over my colleagues tasks..ape laa..the job which i know mmg tgh kritikal, but then theres no one else left to finish it..pity me..dah laa kene learn everything, every flow of the system in a very minimal time..then ada plak a few problems here and there..really made me feel so down..up to one point, i felt like quitting..hmm..but syukur alhamdulillah..everything goes fine.. :) thank you Allah..

now my life is getting back to normal..but i couldnt hide there is always flaw in it :/
"laa ilaa ha illa antaa subhanaka inni kuntu minazzalimin.." Ya Allah, permudahkan laa segala urusanku..amiin..

oh ya..theres sumthing i wanna share..



WHERE DO BROKEN HEARTS GO
-Whitney Houston-

I know it's been some time
But there's something on my mind
You see, I haven't been the same
Since that cold November day...
We said we needed space
But all we found was an empty place
And the only thing I learned
Is that I need you desperately...

So here I am
And can you please tell me... oh

Chorus:
Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care, for me

I've been around enough to know
That dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No you just can't run away...
And what we have is so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You're always on my mind

chorus

And now that I am here with you
I'll never let you go
I look into your eyes
And now I know, now I know...

its just a lyric..tade kene mengena dgn yang idup or yang koma ye.. ;)
it just was one of my fav..tapi terlupa..
then when dayang sang this song in One In A Million contest, baru laa teringat balik..thx dayang! :)

city of entertainment? u decide! hehe

hmm..last sunday..26th march 2006..
trip to genting highlands..kununnye nak celebrate a few members yang bday this month..
as for me n my twin friends..tade la celebrate ape pun..just a reason nak g sana je..huhuhu..

kitorang amik pakej rm39..which includes :
1) Return Genting Express Bus transfer from Terminal Putra-Gombak or KL Sentral or Pasarakyat
2) Return Genting Skyway transfer
3) Genting Outdoor Theme Park Day Ride Pass or Buffet Lunch at Resort Cafe or Restoran Kampong

as for that day, we took bus from KL Sentral and choose the outdoor ride instead of the buffet lunch..hehe..

Genting - City of Entertainment? yep thats true! we had fun..really..although some of the rides were closed that day because of the rain..but somehow, i got the chance to be on the space shot! which mmg dah lama diidam2kan..heh heh heh..pehhh i tell u..mmg tertinggal laa jantung kat atas tu..berhenti kejap nafas..selama nih asyik tak dapat je nak naik sbb masa pegi dulu belum siap..then datang lg, under maintenance plak..so aritu, mmg kene naik walau ape pun halangan yang datang..huhuhu....lps tu haa...baru rasa tobat nak naik lg..hahaha..almost all the rides laa naik..even yang for kids pun, kitorang belasah..alang2 dah sampai, n masa pun byk, so kitorang try laa every single thing yang ada..flying coaster tu pun naik gak..and termasuklaa space adventure yang tak adventure langsung..hehe..except for roller coaster corkscrew tu je tak dapat naik sbb ujan :((



tak cukup dgn outdoor, indoor (rm24) pun blasah gak..naik bumper car brape kali..motion master..roller coaster..hmm..tu pun sbb ujan laa..kalau tak, tak main indoor kot..

all above all, mmg puas ati laa..mmg letih! hehehe..

suku abad already?? how time flies..heheh

yesterday was my 25th..i should write in here on that special day..but then..i was just so busy with replying sms-es, emails, wishes in frensters..hehe..o ya, not to forget, entertaining calls from frens and luv ones..hmm..what a busy day, i tell ya.. :)

all the thoughts were very much appreciated..i was touched, really!
eventhough some of them are unknown senders..
thanx again all..i think this time was the most thoughtful bday i've ever had..

i wish all my dreams will come true..
bless me.. :)

penaksir or psm? what say you? heh

shhhh....i went for an interview on 23rd feb..but not for the post of 'PSM'..tapi for 'Penaksir'..huhu
interviewer tu pun pelik..how come sumone with IT backgrounds, apply for post yang accounting students do? sedangkan post for 'PSM' pun ada opening..huhuhu..yep,its pelik tapi benar!! haha..
mana taknye..ni alasan nape dorang so very curious nak tau..hehe
"u dah ada good job..good payment..dah permanent pun..why do u still want this job?"..hahaha..
mmglaa dah ada gud job with gud payment..but for me, not that gud pun..i want more..that doesnt enough for me..hmm..i remember, my dad once said, "bagi la byk mana pun..tapi in the end, still tak cukup jugak.." hehe..yep, i agreed with that statement..nama pun manusia..tak penah puas dgn ape yang mereka miliki..lg2 zaman skrg..do u all agree? i bet u do..
but anyhow, im still grateful for what i earn..even tak byk, atleast i own them secara halal..even tak cukup, atleast tadelaa sampai tak makan langsung..Alhamdulillah..
oh ya..talking bout job..i feel very pity to those yang still unemployed..now mmg susah nak cari keje..if i own a company myself, sure korang sume ada keje...hahaha..besar tul angan2..takpelaa..never give up ok..rezeki ada kat mana2..mungkin masanye lom tiba..i wish u all the best..i'll pray for u :)
back to my story..hopefully i'll be one of the selected candidates..pray for me too ya..

2 trips in the same week, but in 2 different months.. :p

:: last monday (30th january 2006) ::
went to Perak..dgn 5 kwn2..
jay, fai, atun, suya, chucky..hehe..
saje..round2 kuala kangsar..bandar diraja..
first stop at galeri sultan azlan shah..tapi tak dapat masuk pun..kecewa betul..
yang geramnye, tulis kat gate tu, 'open everyday..' but we are told that, isnin dorang tak bukak..ape laa..lenkali tambahlaa kat situ..'except monday'.. ~sigh..
then g seberang sungai sayong..sehala, rm 0.30..get to see tempat pembuatan labu sayong..hehe..where u can get a cheaper price.. tapi tak beli pun ;p
pastu nak g kellie's castle..tapi singgah dulu kat MCKK..n guess what, i was stopped by the police..sbb langgar lampu merah..ahhaha..what laa..sbb convoy punye pasal, terus je jalan when i should be stopped..n nasib tak baik, mmg ada 2 polis tgh ronda..just right behind me..menggigil laa gak..hahhaa..but then, sib baik laa dia tak jadi saman...just warning je..aaahh..what a relief! kalau tak, terbang laa rm300 :)



:: friday (03rd february 2006) ::
temankan chucky g amik lily at kuala tahan, pahang..
whoaa..just seberang sungai tu taman negara..
ape lagi...dah sampai kan..tak lepas peluang laa..naik bot sehala rm 0.50.. hehe
saje jln2 survey keadaan sekeliling..mmg lawa..hutan simpan kan, all greenn..huhu..
one day, mmg nak datang situ lagi laa..panjat gunung plak..
tapi kene training dulu laa..kalau tak, mau naik tak turun2..he he he..

bad & good..its all about futsal..

by today, genap seminggu aku sakit kaki sbb terseliuh..uwaaa...sakit..nak jalan pun sangkut2.. :((
lom penah lg dalam sejarah idup aku, dapat major terseliuh mcm nih..sket2 terseliuh tu byk kali laa..tapi sapu minyak/ubat, ok dah slalunye..

but not with this one..guess mana aku dapat? hehe..terseliuh masa main futsal..huhuhu..ntah ape malang laa nasib aku last week, terseliuh di saat aku hampir menjaringkan gol...aahhh..spoilt!! terus kua court sbb mmg sah takleh nak main dah..kiri kanan kaki aku terpusing..berderap sedap je bunyi urat2 kaki aku..kaki kanan plak tu...sib baik still bleh bwk keta lg..hmm..

aku wonder gak, kalau nak kata itu first game aku..percaya laa gak nak terseliuh ke ape..ni dah masuk 4th time..hmm..mmg dah tertulis aku nak kene, kene laa gak kan..hehehe..maybe gak sbb that day, kitorang main sampai sejam lebih tanpa tuka org..main belasah je..haaa kan dah..terbelasah sendiri..hahaha..ape laa ko nih, iera...org lain pun main gak.. :p

takpelaa, pengalaman..tapi still, aku tak serik lagi..mmg kalau dapat, this wik pun aku nak join main lagi..tapi apakan daya..kakiku masih memerlukan rawatan rapi..huhuhu..tapi sah2 laa mama mmg tak bg main dah..ish..caner nih.. ~sigh..

takpe, just tgu sampai dah pulih seperti sediakala..try pujuk dia later..mana tau, mama ubah fikiran..hehehe..

tension released? nah..just for a while..

31/12/2005 - 02/01/2006

Release tension kat Cameron Highlands, Pahang..
with my officemates..naik ikut Simpang Pulai..
stay in Hotel Brinchang..
wait for bunga api..bout 1 1/2 hours...hehe..but ended up nampak bunga api dr jauh je..
yg ditunggu (from Hotel Rossa Pasadena) tak muncul2..bila dah naik bilik..then baru dgr bunga api dr that hotel..wat a wasted! haha..sbb from our room (314) takleh nampak lua..nampak dinding je..ye laa..sape suruh..nak view lawa, kenalaa cr hotel yang mahal2..wat do u expect when staying for rm105 per night...huhuhu..

saturday - sampai..look for the cheapest room..hahaha..check in..went to cactus valley(rm4)..pasar malam..bought bunga kering(50 packs for rm10 plus a few of free packs)+cactus(7 cactus for rm10)..wait for bunga api..

sunday - went to butterfly farm..kene tipu by first farm..mahal je lebih(rm5)..but butterfly sama species je.. :(..the other farm (rm3)..but berbaloi sbb byk rama2..n bigger than the first farm..then masuk honeybee farm..free entrance..bought madu(rm10)..then, Sg Palas Tea Estate..minum2..try teachino (vanilla)+tuna sandwich..bought coffee Colombian (rm10.30)..tour around the factory..then singgah at the butterfly farm again..to buy souveniors..key chain :) again, singgah at pasar malam..pusing2, last2 beli jagung manis je..hehehe..mlm, stay in hotel room sbb sume sakit kaki..hahah..

monday - checkout..strawberry farm..jalan2 to find farm yang slalu pegi..after bout 3 farms, then baru jumpa ape yang dicari..Healthy Strawberry Farm located at rumah persekutuan..jln masuk depan padang golf..bought strawberry(5 packs rm20)..then singgah Kea's Farm..beli sayur(broccoli+kubis bunga+kubis - rm10)..ros(3 pasu for rm11)..a few packs of sayur(patutnye 12packs rm10 - tapi amik 6packs je)..on d way down to Tapah, singgah at Cameron Bharat Tea Shop..have tea break..strawberry tea(medium pot-rm14)+currypuff(rm1)..pastu stop again at Tanah Rata..to ask direction..nak g Org Asli Settlement..but then, decided balik je bila dgr takde yg menarik..
singgah at lata iskandar..took last pic of the day..sbb bateri kong lg..hahah..singgah makan kat R&R Tapah..bought jambu batu Taiwan - rm8/kg..

pehh..every single thing is listed here..lengkap dgn price lagi..saje..for future reference..hehe..what a memorable trip.. *wink

flu...fly away pls... :(

ive been moving to a new workplace..kat plaza sentral, klsentral tu..(believe it or not, this is my 3rd workplace since i joined the company..in 2years time..heheh..terer tak??) baru je started 4days ago...and now i got flu!!! sbb mmg sejuk dlm opis tu..freezing!! kalau sejuk sket lg, air minum pun bleh jd ais :(

arrghh..hate this..dah laa im one of a kind yang susah nak tido..dapat plak lg flu, lagi laa susah...hmmm...jd panda lagi laa..plus plak ada benda2 yang membuatkan i feel like not so comfortable working in that place..langsung demotivated!! arrgh...ape tension2 sgt nih... ~sigh..ya Allah...permudahkanlaa segala urusanku..tenang2kan hati nih...aminn..

family day - nicely organized! :)

01/12/2005 - 04/12/2005 : our 8th family day at Langkawi..hmm..very very exhausted!! ~sigh..

pegi mlm khamis..we left at bout 11pm..by 'bas pekerja perodua'..hehehe..
sampai kat jeti kuala perlis bout 5.30am in the morning..after byk kali stops..kalau tak stop, i think dlm 4am dah bleh sampai..sbb driver tuh mmg maintain 110km/h..pehh..melambung gak laa rasa duduk kat seat blkg..huhuhu...

kat langkawi plak, stay kat kondo istana.. the same kondo we stayed in bout 7years ago..and for the same purpose - family day.. :)
i would say, there are quite a lot of changes had been done..but there are still a number of shops still standing where it used to be..hehe..gud business huh..

aiseh..later laa sambung..mata dah ngantuk..

bengkel lhdn

21st nov 2005 - 23rd nov 2005

it was fun..held in fakulti sosial dan kemanusiaan, UKM Bangi..stay kat dorang nye kolej aminuddin baki..

memula cuak gak nak g..rasa mcm beban plak..sbb bende ni sebenarnye penilaian..nak jd staff dorang, kenelaa dinilai dulu kan...hmm..i passed the exam(held in PICC, Putrajaya)..and this bengkel is the 2nd stage..if pass plak bengkel nih, there will be a final assessment, which is the interview session...pehh...a bit complicated, isnt it..ye laa..cuba bygkan..from brape thousand yang apply and go for the exams, only 2049 yang passed..and from this figure, only 1500 will be selected for the interview...and then, filter lg..just nak amik bout 700 new staffs je..so no wonder they are doing such things..kalau tak, caner nak pilih kan..hehe..

ada case study, debate, group discussion..lari 2.4km..pehh penat..nasib baik tak collapse je that day..mana taknye, lari dgn perut kosong..masuk angin dah..kalau collapse, sure malu..sbb tak fit..huhuhu...patutnye lari on 530pm (22nd nov 2005) tu..but disebabkan hujan, so postpone to the next day..(6.30am)..aihhh..what a memorable bengkel..hehhe

even it was for 3 days only, i think im missing them already..dapat roommate yang ok (kak jay)..kawan yang sekepala (kak yan)..group yang gile2..everything simply goes fine..tak rasa pun yang sebenarnye we are competing to each other..hmm..hopefully sumenye still keeping in touch..to all yang sama2 berjuang, all the best for your future undertakings..kalau kite ada rezeki, kite bleh jumpa lg kat tempat keje baru tu..hehehehe...aminn..

"if there is a will, there is always a way..." :)

pulang ke desa..

its 2.30am in the morning..whoa..i just got back from my company's annual dinner..hmm actually tak annual pun..sbb dia buat selang setahun..hmm..tak kesahlaa, asalkan ada kan..plus buat kat grand ballroom, mandarin oriental plak tu..hehe..

mlm nih, eh tak..pagi nih..rasa terpanggil plak nak jot sumthing here..sbb dinner with d theme 'pulang ke desa' and match with white+gold theme kaler mmg best..sbb:
1) i got hadiah lucky draw!! fuiyoo..unbelievable..sampai skrg tak percaya..hahaha..sbb seumur hidup g dinner sana sini, dinner kali nih plak bertuah..sebelum nih paling bertuah pun, dapat lucky table je..huhuhu..alhamdulillah..org kata, tu rezeki.. :p
and 2) sbb ramly sarip punye performance..pehh..superb!! rasa mcm tgk konsert dia je..mmg layak digelar papa rock!



moral of the story: mmg tak rugi laa dtg dinner kali nih..hehehe..

oo yaa..nak tau ke ape hadiah lucky draw tu? haaa..its a mangkuk bertutup..hehehe...tapi lawa tau..boleh masuk dlm microwave..mesti my mom suke :) tak kesahlaa hadiah ape pun kan,at last, im one of the lucky draw's winner.. tapi kalau dpt handphone ke, vacation ke, ok gak..ekekkee...

takkan melupakanmu..blog ku! :D

hahah..kan dah ckp..u guys blehla categorize this blog as an abandoned blog..he he he..last entry was sumwhere in august..and now we are already in november...huhuhu..how time flies...rasa macam baru smlm i created this blog..hehe..

actually, tgh download lagu..tgh tunggu laa nih..lamanye laa nak download..mana taknye, guna modem..haha..so proud to say that..ekeke..org lain sume dah guna streamyx..but im still using this snail way..huhuhu..bukan tanak guna latest matest nye technology nih..tapi sbb tade sape kat umah..n tak selalu nak online pun..ye laa..kat office, one whole day dok ngadap pc..takkan balik umah pun still nak ngadap pc kan..

hmm it is actually a song by Radja - takkan melupakanmu..have u heard of it? pehh..first time dgr je, dah terus suka..jarang2 skali berlaku..huhu..maybe sbb melodi dia kot..plus lirik dia pun mmg menarik ;)

once dah penah download pun lagu nih..tapi aiseh..suddenly missing plak..terdelete kot..so kene laa download skali lg..~sigh..kalau laju takpe gak.. :/
nvm, kalau u guys tak penah dgr, baca je laa dulu lirik dia nih..buat melodi sendiri pun ok gak..hehe..enjoy ya!!

RADJA - Takkan Melupakanmu

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lagu yang terindah..
sengajaku cipta..
untukmu yang terindah..
semoga dapat meluluhkan segala keraguan..
semoga dapat menghancurkan kerasnya batu prasangka..

aku takkan melupakanmu..
takkan meninggalkanmu..
takkan menduakan cintamu, ku bersumpah..

aku tak ingin mengingkar janji..
tak ingin menjadi duri..
tak ingin menjadi api cinta yg membara..

rebahlah kau di pelukku..
lepaskan resahmu..
bebaskan jiwamu..
dari prasangka-prasangka burukmu..
dari kerasnya batu curiga..

senyuman melati..
sambutlah mentari..
raihlah cintamu..
hari ini..
p/s: hehe..betul wujud ke org camni? kalau ada la kan, dunia ini beta yang punya..lalalaaaa...

jom sing along!